So, I was talkin to my shrink the other day...
It's amazing....only 9 more songs and I will have a grand total of 800 songs on my playlist. I know, 800 songs, yikes! When will I ever have the time to listen to them all, right? Answer is, I don't know, but I like variety. ANYWAY...
I don't know why I even bother posting anymore, no one reads this stupid thing. I know, my posts have become random and extremely spaced out, but that's no reason for you guys to ditch me, yah know? I may be goth but I do have feelings...*sniffles* Again, ANYWAY....
I've been pretty busy lately, working on school, a website, making new friends, bla bla bla....all that good stuff. Been talkin to a few of my old friends also, but makin new friends never hurts, right? I have also come to the realization that if I don't keep myself occupied with house hold chores, websites, and spending time with my friends, my life becomes pretty boring, then again...maybe I'm boring. I don't know, I'm not everyone else...just me.
Been tryin to find a job, but with tourist season over now, finding work round here isn't as easy as it is in summer time. Most of the businesses are closed for the season, and the ones that are still open have cut back on their employees until the tourists start coming back in the spring. I guess I could always work for one of the fast food places round here or at Wal-Mart or Lowe's, course if I could only work at Wal-Mart or Lowe's, I'd take Lowe's....it's definately the lesser of two evils. Fat...I mean, fast food wouldn't be too bad this time of year because mostly we'd be takin care of locals, but I've done food prep before and lemme tell yah, comin home feeling greasy is not the greatest feeling in the world. For those of you who haven't worked with food or in fast food before, just try and imagine yourself covered in a thin layer of lard and you'll start to get the idea.
I wouldn't want to work at Wal-Mart at this time of year, though I know they'd need the extra help, Christmas is the worste time of year to work anywhere like that. Lowe's wouldn't be too bad, considering their merchandise is home improvement stuff, with the exception of the seasonal items. Besides, there's just something about the smell of those kinds of places that speaks to me. Lol, now I KNOW yah'll are gonna think I'm weird.
Anywho, not much else to say or ramble about right now. I'll try and make something eventful happen in the next 24 hours so I have something else to post, lol.
S.I.T,
Layla McManus