So messed up
This is so typical:
And then I thought people were jealous or something. I thought they didn't believe I was anorexic. So I posted pictures. All I see is fat but look for your self and keep your decisions to yourselves. <~~~~ Translation: If you can't say what I want to hear, you must be jealous.
http://community.livejournal.com/proanorexia/13123588.html?nc=58
I'm kind of recovering from ana anyway, in a way. I get counselling and I yawn my way through it. They talk rubbish, they don't understand. I tried to comitt suicide the other night because I felt so depressed ugly && fat. But nobody noticed the mark on my neck or on my wrists. <~~~ Right. Because it's about being noticed!!
http://community.livejournal.com/proanorexia/13122655.html?nc=9
And then I thought people were jealous or something. I thought they didn't believe I was anorexic. So I posted pictures. All I see is fat but look for your self and keep your decisions to yourselves. <~~~~ Translation: If you can't say what I want to hear, you must be jealous.
http://community.livejournal.com/proanorexia/13123588.html?nc=58
I'm kind of recovering from ana anyway, in a way. I get counselling and I yawn my way through it. They talk rubbish, they don't understand. I tried to comitt suicide the other night because I felt so depressed ugly && fat. But nobody noticed the mark on my neck or on my wrists. <~~~ Right. Because it's about being noticed!!
http://community.livejournal.com/proanorexia/13122655.html?nc=9