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It seems like a lifetime since i've posted. I'm fairly sure that no one uses their journals anymore... but i can't sleep. Been laying in bed for several hours now unable to drift off. So here i am.
Part of the not sleeping is probably due to the fact that i am more miserable right now then i have been in a long time. See i think the time that i stopped posting was when i went through a pretty ugly break up and that was two years ago... and probably the last time i felt like this. Completely lost.
I have plans. I have my shit together (for the most part). I am doing what i need to be doing but i feel like i'm going nowhere.
Who knows, maybe i am starting a new battle with insomnia. Wouldn't that been fun?!
I suppose i should probably go back to trying to sleep. I have to work tonight, so maybe i can force myself to sleep so i'm not too hateful while i'm there.
Goodnight all! Hopefully...
Part of the not sleeping is probably due to the fact that i am more miserable right now then i have been in a long time. See i think the time that i stopped posting was when i went through a pretty ugly break up and that was two years ago... and probably the last time i felt like this. Completely lost.
I have plans. I have my shit together (for the most part). I am doing what i need to be doing but i feel like i'm going nowhere.
Who knows, maybe i am starting a new battle with insomnia. Wouldn't that been fun?!
I suppose i should probably go back to trying to sleep. I have to work tonight, so maybe i can force myself to sleep so i'm not too hateful while i'm there.
Goodnight all! Hopefully...