first night home.
I am a little sad that Zachy didn't want me to spend the night. I feel a little rejected. sad. I wasn't expecting anything to happen. I just wanted to sleep next to him, because I miss him, or have missed him. (I already miss him again) sad. Now I will go into my bed and sleep alone and miss him even more. Oh, Zachy. I love you so much it hurts to be away. It hurts so much.