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[layentwinedhere]

I hate this. I hate my dependence on it, and my addiction to it, and my inability to emotionally or physically separate from it. it's too hard again, and i think it's affecting me significantly in this mindframe.

and no, i'd rather not explain.

but that's me now, isn't it? because once again i've found that talking about it does more harm than good, usually.