Jul 18, 2001 00:42
..and i'd like to see you undone.
current mood: solemn as all possible.
since livejournal's being gay and won't let me add my current music and mood, i'll do it myself.
current music: the swiss army romance - dashboard confessional
chris is an angel.
i love the way brett speaks. i tell him that but he doesn't know the degree unto which i mean it. if anyone ever talks to him, let him know he means the world to me. wish i could be like him.
so this is all.. painful realization when all has gone wrong.. when nobody cares at all.
god has been speaking to me lately. he wants me to know that he's there. i know he's there. i haven't been his child. i disowned him and all he had to offer me about 2 years ago. never been so selfish in my life. or so blind. "my judgement's clouded". - my parents
so this is strange. a sidestepping has become to be a brilliant dance where nobody leads at all..
..so this is love for the first time.