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[laydeee]

so it scares me a little to say this
but i dont know if i feel the same about kenny
he kind of annoys me
and i think hes an asshole
and a very selfish one too
i dont know
this could all change like tomorrow
its so very confusing
and ive been warned that he will come in n out of my life as much as i will let him
so why am i letting him
maybe im just hoping things will change
but right now we are just friends
so its not like it even matters
i think i just want him to want me
and i want him to be like head over heels
and doing anything for me
i just want that satisfaction
bc thats how i was with him before
and i got shit on
ah shit i dont fucking get it
i think im just being immature
and i need to not even think about this shit bc its just gonna stress me out
fuck it
just fuck it!
let life happen and thinking about it wont change it
dont think about things until u have to
no thinking no point