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Oh my god I just had a dream that I killed a baby! Possibly Zane. I was laying on my back and the baby was laying on his stomach on my stomach, and he tried to nurse on the blanket I had between us. He got yarn from the blanket stuck in his mouth. He didn't really seem in distress but I kept pulling the yarn out and there was always more and I thought he must not be breathing. Then I got to some yarn that seemed to be stuck like he swallowed half of it. Wow, that was terrible.