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[lay_la_c]

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

iwishididntfeelikethis.imsoconfusedabouteverythingandeveryoneitjusthurtsrememberinghowperfectthingswereandthatyournolongermine.thefeelingsaregonebutthethoughtofyoustillkeepsmeupatnight
note to self. never fall in love again
you'll fall OUT sooner or later