i feel for ya, i really do. when joe was in the police academy, i hardly got to see him. he would get back here around 7 or 8 on friday & i ALWAYS had to work saturday (usually middle shift), & then he would have to leave by like 2 on sunday. that was very hard. i cried alot too. and i still do. his shifts now are better than they were at the sheriff's dept., but he works 12 hour shifts...so on the days he does works, it's like i don't see him at all. he has to sleep the whole time in-between shifts. i'm soooo addicted to my husband....i can't help it. LOL! but things will get better....especially, when you get moved. you have the freedom to do what u want then. it will be so much easier on ur relationship.
thanks lisa! i keep telling myself that once i move out it will all be okay, but i dont see that happening anytime soon. i mean i make okay money but not enough to support myself since i have a car and insurance payment, but too much for an income based place ya know. i just have to be 'big' and strong. lol =)
no, i sure haven't.....but i make $500 every two weeks at work...how do they figure up how much you pay??? im just scared i wont be able to make it. lol
no i haven't talked to her in about a month....i just see her every now and then in wal mart. oh my, what's going on with daniel?! last time i talked her everything was okay. =\
that's around what i made after insurance & taxes & everything....u should apply. my rent was $238 before joe & i married....then i obviously had to pay full rent, but it's not even b/c of the kids either. they only will take out some for kids for daycare expenses, but i didn't have them in daycare. they'll tell you how much it will be & then if u don't want it, u don't have to take it. oh, and about daniel....his mommy was wanting to fight for custody of him back & he was wanting to be with his mommy, so they went last week & signed him back over to her. she said she just didn't have the strength to fight her on it & he wanted to go anyway. marsha said she was having a hard time with it though. i haven't talked to her much....i think she's kinda shutting out the whole world. i can't say that i wouldn't do the same, but...i miss her. i just wish there was something i could do for her.
ill check into those apartments then. yeah she has become very distant with me, she's just been thru sooo much and drained im sure. i can't beleive he's back with his mom now, i hope it all works out for the best......maybe this is the best ya know? i feel the same, just wish there was something i could do. =\
i know what u mean. i love her to death, but i know there's nothing i can do to change what happened. i'd give anything if i could. i'm sure it's hard having so many people she's close to having babies too. i can't imagine.
btw, i saw greta's baby today. she had him at the doctor's office today when i took bailey for shots. he is so tiny. none of mine were ever that little....LOL
yeah, i couldn't imagine what all she has been thru. we actually still have a car seat she let us use for Allie, we've had it forever, i just dont know when the appropriate time would be to get it back to her. plus i never talk to her, so i dont know what to do. im afraid ill make her sad ya know.
i saw her and josh in wal mart yesterday, but she didn't have the baby with her. i wish i could have seen him!!!
call marsha....that's what i usually do just to check on beth. she'll take & hold it for her. her number is 523.2206. i know what u mean. i'm afraid to talk to her b/c i don't really have nothing to talk about but my babies. and i try not to mention bailey b/c i don't want to hurt her. i really want to go see her alot of times when i'm up that way, but i don't have anyone to keep bailey. i'm afraid to take him around her. but u know, i told marsha before the baby's funeral that joe wouldn't be able to come b/c we didn't have anyone to keep the baby...she said that beth would rather us both come & bring him. so i did & it actually seemed to help her, rather than hurt her. everyone went to the Hob Knob after it & she sit & held bailey the whole time. it didn't seem to make her sad at all. but i'm still worried about bringing him around. greta's baby is cute. they both seemed really tired though....i know that feeling...lol
yeah, that's what i will do is to call marsha and let her know i have it and maybe run it by the house. thanks. maybe you can just mention to beth that you would come by but can't find a babysitter and see if she says anything. see which way she sways ya know.
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i keep telling myself that once i move out it will all be okay, but i dont see that happening anytime soon. i mean i make okay money but not enough to support myself since i have a car and insurance payment, but too much for an income based place ya know. i just have to be 'big' and strong. lol =)
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have u talked to beth? i'm so worried about her.....did she tell u about daniel?
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no i haven't talked to her in about a month....i just see her every now and then in wal mart. oh my, what's going on with daniel?! last time i talked her everything was okay. =\
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oh, and about daniel....his mommy was wanting to fight for custody of him back & he was wanting to be with his mommy, so they went last week & signed him back over to her. she said she just didn't have the strength to fight her on it & he wanted to go anyway. marsha said she was having a hard time with it though. i haven't talked to her much....i think she's kinda shutting out the whole world. i can't say that i wouldn't do the same, but...i miss her. i just wish there was something i could do for her.
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yeah she has become very distant with me, she's just been thru sooo much and drained im sure. i can't beleive he's back with his mom now, i hope it all works out for the best......maybe this is the best ya know? i feel the same, just wish there was something i could do. =\
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btw, i saw greta's baby today. she had him at the doctor's office today when i took bailey for shots. he is so tiny. none of mine were ever that little....LOL
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i saw her and josh in wal mart yesterday, but she didn't have the baby with her. i wish i could have seen him!!!
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i know what u mean. i'm afraid to talk to her b/c i don't really have nothing to talk about but my babies. and i try not to mention bailey b/c i don't want to hurt her. i really want to go see her alot of times when i'm up that way, but i don't have anyone to keep bailey. i'm afraid to take him around her. but u know, i told marsha before the baby's funeral that joe wouldn't be able to come b/c we didn't have anyone to keep the baby...she said that beth would rather us both come & bring him. so i did & it actually seemed to help her, rather than hurt her. everyone went to the Hob Knob after it & she sit & held bailey the whole time. it didn't seem to make her sad at all. but i'm still worried about bringing him around.
greta's baby is cute. they both seemed really tired though....i know that feeling...lol
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maybe you can just mention to beth that you would come by but can't find a babysitter and see if she says anything. see which way she sways ya know.
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