spring break....not that great
we ended up not goin to palm springs and san o is closed eh
monday
after i left alberts on sunday nite i knew i would be sent to las vegas
so monday i was once again surrounded by casinos and boredom at its best
it was basically like rehab
my mom dad n i stayed in henderson with my grandparents who i hadnt seen in awhile
they were exactly the same as i last saw them except that grandpa was a bit out of it and grandma has gotten seriously underweight more than ever before but they understand that they wont be around that much longer so they are taking care of everything
i find nothing enjoyable in las vegas i dont understand all the hype about it
even when in 21 n legal i will not go to vegas im sick of everythin about it
ive been to every god damned casino at least 5 times
they arent that impressive anymore
i dont really like cigarette smoke i hate the noise i hate the slots i dont like playin cards and i dont find gambling fun at all
its just a waste of money.....and they never want you to leave there are no windows and clocks in casinos
so monday all i didnt was get put into the house while my mom and i had " a talk"
about my life and if i was going to shape up or ship out
but i knew i would get the car and the phone back which i did
and we settled my future life and wut not it was gheey
i hate it when they sit down and talk to you like you were five
its all about control and my mom wants to be in control but theres no way ill let her its my life and I do wut I want I should be the one determining my futur and thats wut i told her
i would have died without my music cause thats all there is to do there
my grandparents just watch re runs of games shows that we all know the answers to by now
and the sad thing is they are really the only relatives that i know and when we get into the room i have nothing to say to them ....but my mom does about my behavior and my grandma doesnt care
so i think we went to get cold stone at excalibar
how delicious smoke flavored ice cream .....hate vegas
tues
i read n listend to music and drove around with my family getting things together for when my grandparents pass away
i watched movies
weds
did more work n driving
more music more talk
went to fat burger.....never going there again
at a casino of course
thurs
went back to newport....thank god
had a mill missed calls
went out met w the linds jen victoria geoff ryan n david
we went to chill at random places umm went to jack in the box didnt eat but watched people
went over to alberts
talked w rick n albert
fri
lets seee
went over to mats’s house…..then went over to alberts house
rick, tony,albert,linds,jen, Victoria n I were there
then Melissa and Kristen came over
we all just chilled as always then we went back to mats’s house
drank and talked
tyler n came over
Kristen n ppl went to dennys while I stayed and sat w rick
I was glad to see Kristen it had been a bit since I had seen her it was good to chill w her
And Melissa cause I hadn’t seen them both and we all are mellow
Sat
Got ree went w Melissa to a party in orange
Met up w john and went to starbucks
Went to alberts
Drank talked watched thought met some new people
Next door went to the party
Melissa had to go
Then ree n john got me hash browns
Ree wut a silly animal she was more on me than john
Plus I got a massage talk about a plus lol
My fav<333
I saved rees life yet again from a biotch
I talked to john and 2cv……..i miss them so much and I guess we are chillin next weekend and johns going to take me surfing yeah
I talked to a lot of people last nite
Sunday
Ive realized somethings
And I am not going to alberts for a long time
I want to chill with new people and party like I used to get into cute clothes look hott and be with someone and be with tyler mostly
Ive been spending too much time with rick
If they want me then they can call me cause I kno
I want to experience new things
Do something fun n crazy
Eh I have to go to planned parenthood soon and its for extra credit too and just in case for tyler n I
Im not sure who I want to go with cause michelle n aliee want to go w me but I dunno if I want to take rick or tyler ill see
So I might be able to go out 2nite w tyler but I dunno I kinda want to chill at home but I want to see tyler so we shall see
This year is ending so fast damn I cant believe it that soon ill be in college and a lot of things will change and a lot of things will stay the same
monday
after i left alberts on sunday nite i knew i would be sent to las vegas
so monday i was once again surrounded by casinos and boredom at its best
it was basically like rehab
my mom dad n i stayed in henderson with my grandparents who i hadnt seen in awhile
they were exactly the same as i last saw them except that grandpa was a bit out of it and grandma has gotten seriously underweight more than ever before but they understand that they wont be around that much longer so they are taking care of everything
i find nothing enjoyable in las vegas i dont understand all the hype about it
even when in 21 n legal i will not go to vegas im sick of everythin about it
ive been to every god damned casino at least 5 times
they arent that impressive anymore
i dont really like cigarette smoke i hate the noise i hate the slots i dont like playin cards and i dont find gambling fun at all
its just a waste of money.....and they never want you to leave there are no windows and clocks in casinos
so monday all i didnt was get put into the house while my mom and i had " a talk"
about my life and if i was going to shape up or ship out
but i knew i would get the car and the phone back which i did
and we settled my future life and wut not it was gheey
i hate it when they sit down and talk to you like you were five
its all about control and my mom wants to be in control but theres no way ill let her its my life and I do wut I want I should be the one determining my futur and thats wut i told her
i would have died without my music cause thats all there is to do there
my grandparents just watch re runs of games shows that we all know the answers to by now
and the sad thing is they are really the only relatives that i know and when we get into the room i have nothing to say to them ....but my mom does about my behavior and my grandma doesnt care
so i think we went to get cold stone at excalibar
how delicious smoke flavored ice cream .....hate vegas
tues
i read n listend to music and drove around with my family getting things together for when my grandparents pass away
i watched movies
weds
did more work n driving
more music more talk
went to fat burger.....never going there again
at a casino of course
thurs
went back to newport....thank god
had a mill missed calls
went out met w the linds jen victoria geoff ryan n david
we went to chill at random places umm went to jack in the box didnt eat but watched people
went over to alberts
talked w rick n albert
fri
lets seee
went over to mats’s house…..then went over to alberts house
rick, tony,albert,linds,jen, Victoria n I were there
then Melissa and Kristen came over
we all just chilled as always then we went back to mats’s house
drank and talked
tyler n came over
Kristen n ppl went to dennys while I stayed and sat w rick
I was glad to see Kristen it had been a bit since I had seen her it was good to chill w her
And Melissa cause I hadn’t seen them both and we all are mellow
Sat
Got ree went w Melissa to a party in orange
Met up w john and went to starbucks
Went to alberts
Drank talked watched thought met some new people
Next door went to the party
Melissa had to go
Then ree n john got me hash browns
Ree wut a silly animal she was more on me than john
Plus I got a massage talk about a plus lol
My fav<333
I saved rees life yet again from a biotch
I talked to john and 2cv……..i miss them so much and I guess we are chillin next weekend and johns going to take me surfing yeah
I talked to a lot of people last nite
Sunday
Ive realized somethings
And I am not going to alberts for a long time
I want to chill with new people and party like I used to get into cute clothes look hott and be with someone and be with tyler mostly
Ive been spending too much time with rick
If they want me then they can call me cause I kno
I want to experience new things
Do something fun n crazy
Eh I have to go to planned parenthood soon and its for extra credit too and just in case for tyler n I
Im not sure who I want to go with cause michelle n aliee want to go w me but I dunno if I want to take rick or tyler ill see
So I might be able to go out 2nite w tyler but I dunno I kinda want to chill at home but I want to see tyler so we shall see
This year is ending so fast damn I cant believe it that soon ill be in college and a lot of things will change and a lot of things will stay the same