readiness
HEY! i had a AWESOME but long day for the 6 hour car ride in the barney van from south carolina to alabama. i dont like car rides that much at ALL, but it did give me time to think and to listen to music along the way.
so while i was claustrophobic (sp?) in the van i started listening to the song "Iris" and you know when you start listening to a song and then you're hooked on it for a long time and just want to listen to that song, yeah well thats what this is like. i'm like addicted to that song. but to the point...here are a few of the lyrics and maybe you'll get what i mean by how beautiful they are.
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
ISNT THAT AWESOME?! he loves this girl so much that he'd give up FOREVER to touch her and he is so in love with her. ahh, how sweet! it got me thinking, i feel that i am truly and honestly ready this time to have a boyfriend. to fall in love and to let go of my wall that i thought would always protect me from another guy who would break my heart and someone who would make it so hard for me to put my heart back togethehr. but, its been 1 1/2 years now since i've last had a b/f LONG TIME and through all of that time it got me thinking and gave me time to prepare for the next amazing, hopefully, guy who will fall in love with me and who i will fall in love with. i am ready for a boyfriend, a guy who will treat me right, who will love me just like this guy loves his girl i'm ready for it. its just the actual waiting, the patience until when this guy while come or when i will notice him. PATIENCE is something i'm so not good it.
well thats all i have time for now, i'm so exhausted!! i'll update a longer one tomorrow. I LOVE YOU!
so while i was claustrophobic (sp?) in the van i started listening to the song "Iris" and you know when you start listening to a song and then you're hooked on it for a long time and just want to listen to that song, yeah well thats what this is like. i'm like addicted to that song. but to the point...here are a few of the lyrics and maybe you'll get what i mean by how beautiful they are.
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
ISNT THAT AWESOME?! he loves this girl so much that he'd give up FOREVER to touch her and he is so in love with her. ahh, how sweet! it got me thinking, i feel that i am truly and honestly ready this time to have a boyfriend. to fall in love and to let go of my wall that i thought would always protect me from another guy who would break my heart and someone who would make it so hard for me to put my heart back togethehr. but, its been 1 1/2 years now since i've last had a b/f LONG TIME and through all of that time it got me thinking and gave me time to prepare for the next amazing, hopefully, guy who will fall in love with me and who i will fall in love with. i am ready for a boyfriend, a guy who will treat me right, who will love me just like this guy loves his girl i'm ready for it. its just the actual waiting, the patience until when this guy while come or when i will notice him. PATIENCE is something i'm so not good it.
well thats all i have time for now, i'm so exhausted!! i'll update a longer one tomorrow. I LOVE YOU!