the reasons why i cant go to sleep

[laxsmiles89]

wow. it is 1:01 on a Saturday morning i am strangely not that tired but a part of me wants to jump in bed. but the other part has been holding me back to sit in this chair and stare at the computer for too many hours, and i have no idea why? its weird. i guess i'm just waiting...waiting for something to happen. which makes no sense b/c really what happens at 1:01 in the morning usually...not much. i have no answers for myself as to what i am 'waiting' for...so maybe this list i will give will help me to determine what i'm 'waiting' for and that it is going to have to "wait". are ya'll still with me here?
Jenna Marie Kovashes Thoughts Before Lying in Bed:
*why cant i go to sleep
*why have i been waiting all day for a call that i suspected would never come
*the movie i just watched was, weird!
*what was that noise? ah!
*the stars look so beautiful tonight
*i dont hear from most of my best friends in sc lately
*whats wrong with me
*why do i feel so lonely when i am so blessed
*i need to shave, badly
*does this guy like me, or am i wasting my time worrying
*am i worth anyone's time?
*this lamp is so flipping bright!
*i need to sign up for the ACT'S
*i desperately need a job
*i wonder if someone here will call to hang out tomorrow
*should i call?
*where am i going to go to college, i cannot wait
*need money!

goodnight guys! call me if you want to do something tomorrow!