Aug 10, 2006 01:11
So today i just got thinking about everything again. I haven't done that in a while, but just alittle while ago i was playing night tag with some people and i was lying in the grass looking at the moon. I just thought to myself how this summer hasn't really gotten me anywhere. I did this internship at the MPRC for the UMB HS Summer Biomedical Research Program and it was great and all. But pretty much worthless. I mean everyone else got internships, not because they worked for it, but because they know people. Thats just how life is, you have more connections, the better off you'll be. Well, at least in this case it is. But pretty much everyone that has an internship did it for the mentor program so that during the school year they don't have to do anything. Well guess what, i worked more than any of them this summer, maybe diddy and i worked the same, but im not in the freakin program. Why? Because i was rejected. And if that was bad enough, i dont even get paid for my internship. A lot of other people are getting paid for theirs, and if not they dont have to do anything for the mentor program next year. But hey, it was a learning experience? yea right, w/e.
There is actually more. You thought that was it? no. Ill save this for another time though because its really late.