Feb 19, 2007 01:08
FEBRUARY 18, 2007
goldilocks1120: no sry but i did it last night
goldilocks1120: and am still feeling the affects
WiLD like WOAH: you did not drink a glass of water and take a motrin before going to bed
WiLD like WOAH: see if you went out with me you would be feeling perfectly fine because i know how to take care of my girls
goldilocks1120: i know i should have cuz i'm sure yours would be better
WiLD like WOAH: probably
WiLD like WOAH: but dont deny you didnt have fun
WiLD like WOAH: the first time anyone drinks they think its the best moment of their lives
goldilocks1120: haha yep
goldilocks1120: oh yea and the best part was the hookups
goldilocks1120: lol
WiLD like WOAH: plural
goldilocks1120: yes
goldilocks1120: haha
WiLD like WOAH: daaang girl dont be getting a reputation
WiLD like WOAH: who were the lucky fellows
goldilocks1120: ripper and brent
goldilocks1120: but rip has a gf
goldilocks1120: haha
WiLD like WOAH: um yea
goldilocks1120: so he cheated on her with me
WiLD like WOAH: thats
WiLD like WOAH: not good autumn
goldilocks1120: i know but he was the one who came on
goldilocks1120: i did nothing to start it
WiLD like WOAH: but
WiLD like WOAH: you reacted
WiLD like WOAH: he still cheated on her with you
WiLD like WOAH: thats not good
goldilocks1120: yea and then he came back for more
goldilocks1120: haha
WiLD like WOAH: duude
WiLD like WOAH: youre talking like this is a good thing
goldilocks1120: haha it was fun
goldilocks1120: oh but don't tell ppl cuz i don't think i'm suppose to spread that lol
WiLD like WOAH: yea just try that in college
WiLD like WOAH: youll get beat up
WiLD like WOAH: and name called
goldilocks1120: haha this could have been a once in a life time thing so i am savoring every moment
WiLD like WOAH: good
WiLD like WOAH: im depressed so ill tty when you feel like listening so maybe i can feel better
goldilocks1120: you can talk now if you would like
WiLD like WOAH: you dont care now
goldilocks1120: i'm not doing anything eles
WiLD like WOAH: maybe youll care later
goldilocks1120: oh ok then
WiLD like WOAH: maybe youll never care
WiLD like WOAH: cuz youre better than me now
goldilocks1120: whenever you feel like it tell me though
goldilocks1120: and no i am not better than you
goldilocks1120: you are amazing
goldilocks1120: i don't know what i would do without you
WiLD like WOAH: go to heather and lauren
WiLD like WOAH: see even i know
goldilocks1120: noooooo
goldilocks1120: noooo
goldilocks1120: nooooooo
goldilocks1120: that was a one time thing that will prolly never happen again
WiLD like WOAH: everyone was there
WiLD like WOAH: this sucks
goldilocks1120: no not everyone
goldilocks1120: 5 ppl
goldilocks1120: 5 girls
WiLD like WOAH: everyone i thought i was friends with
goldilocks1120: why didn't you come?
goldilocks1120: heather said she invited
WiLD like WOAH: i wasnt invited
WiLD like WOAH: not really
goldilocks1120: oh i thought you were
WiLD like WOAH: its cuz i found out
WiLD like WOAH: and then i got on her about it
goldilocks1120: oh i didn't know that
goldilocks1120: i'm sry
WiLD like WOAH: why am i not good enough
goldilocks1120: i think you are good there is nothing about you that is not good enough
WiLD like WOAH: obviously theres something
goldilocks1120: i didn't invite ppl i thought heather had just opened it to anyone who was around
WiLD like WOAH: so how did things go yesterday evening
MVPtwin89: wow
MVPtwin89: idn if im at liberty to say
MVPtwin89: haha
WiLD like WOAH: thats not fair
MVPtwin89: im asking ppl if im allowed to tell h/o
WiLD like WOAH: heather
WiLD like WOAH: people are gonna find out
MVPtwin89: autumn
MVPtwin89: hooked up
MVPtwin89: with
MVPtwin89: ripper
MVPtwin89: AND
MVPtwin89: brent
WiLD like WOAH: was she ui?
MVPtwin89: umm she wasnt drunk drunk but she was def under the influence
MVPtwin89: she wasnt acting like autumn at all
MVPtwin89: she was wild
MVPtwin89: like the center of attention
MVPtwin89: it was amazing
WiLD like WOAH: i missed this
MVPtwin89: n then those two were kinda fighting ove rher all night
WiLD like WOAH: bc you didnt want me there
MVPtwin89: nooooo i told u it was cuz tony never wanted to have a party
MVPtwin89: n i told u u could come
WiLD like WOAH: but autumn could come
WiLD like WOAH: and suck face with the world
MVPtwin89: i wish i hadnt told u now
WiLD like WOAH: and be illegal
WiLD like WOAH: thats nice
WiLD like WOAH: go ahead and say you wish you never tried to be friends with me either cuz im pretty sure thats true too
MVPtwin89: well b/c ur gonna give me crap about it when it wasnt even my house
WiLD like WOAH: its just like freaking 8th grade all over again
MVPtwin89: its not fair
WiLD like WOAH: i agree
MVPtwin89: no im saying its not fair that u r giving me a hard time. yes i did not invite u b/c i didnt invite ne one b/c it wasnt my party
MVPtwin89: n then u asked about it n i said u could come
MVPtwin89: but go ahead b angry at me
WiLD like WOAH: its not just you i
WiLD like WOAH: i just feel like im not fitting in anywhere
WiLD like WOAH: and im not a bad person so i dont understand it
MVPtwin89: everyone has been complaining about the same thing
WiLD like WOAH: im not trying to be sarah dunbar
MVPtwin89: i had my little fit like 2 weeks ago about riley, maria, n leiha being mean to me
WiLD like WOAH: like i dont freak out all the time and think i have no friends
MVPtwin89: nikki is like majorly depressed cuz she thinks she has no friends n stuff
WiLD like WOAH: and i know thats kind of what im doing now but i just im not a bad person
WiLD like WOAH: she has you and the stals
WiLD like WOAH: and my parents were really rough when i got back from salisbury
MVPtwin89: yea everyone has friends n does fit in but everyone thinks they dont
WiLD like WOAH: i was crying so hard i couldnt breathe
WiLD like WOAH: and that hasnt happened to me in a long time im not a bad person
MVPtwin89: nettie u coulda come im rele sry that i didnt insist more
MVPtwin89: i didnt even realize how much of a jerk i was being
MVPtwin89: cuz i was caught in the mid of yelling at lauren
MVPtwin89: when u were iming me
MVPtwin89: n i was in a pissy mood
WiLD like WOAH: i dont want it to be like this next year
WiLD like WOAH: like i want to be friends
WiLD like WOAH: and
WiLD like WOAH: god they told me that im gonna have to find a job and apply for spring term somewhere
WiLD like WOAH: so everyones gonna go to college and theyll announce my name at graduation and say "essex"
WiLD like WOAH: thats terrible
MVPtwin89: thats not true u kno it
WiLD like WOAH: im not a bad person
MVPtwin89: wut about all the money they have saved up for u for college
WiLD like WOAH: they dont want to waste it on somewhere i dont want to go
WiLD like WOAH: and i havent found a school i really like yet
WiLD like WOAH: the salisbury girls were soo bitchy
WiLD like WOAH: and the coach was like
MVPtwin89: u like pepperdine n u like wittier
MVPtwin89: so they wouldnt b wastes
WiLD like WOAH: i do, but then they got on a giant kick about how its not affordable even with scholarship money
WiLD like WOAH: and how im gonna get my stuff out there
WiLD like WOAH: and all this crap
MVPtwin89: ha thats every school fo me
WiLD like WOAH: and how im lazy and never do anything
MVPtwin89: my parents want me to apply to umbc now
WiLD like WOAH: they told me that going to practice for XC and indoor was a waste of time
WiLD like WOAH: and that was such a bad thing to say because i had fun and stayed out of trouble and was being far from lazy by helping out with xc and then actually doing indoor
WiLD like WOAH: like what the hell
MVPtwin89: yea that was mean
MVPtwin89: cuz it wasnt a waste of time at all
MVPtwin89: u were our main captain
MVPtwin89: the one who did everything
MVPtwin89: n ppl listened to
WiLD like WOAH: i felt like i got to be better friends with you guys too
MVPtwin89: idn wut we woulda done w/o u
WiLD like WOAH: and saying that was such a low blow
WiLD like WOAH: ah im crying about it again
MVPtwin89: im so sry nettie
WiLD like WOAH: i just want everything to work out
MVPtwin89: that was rele mean of ur parents
WiLD like WOAH: and i cant be mad at her
WiLD like WOAH: shes sick
MVPtwin89: i think they r rele stressed out about paying for college for u
MVPtwin89: n they r taking it out on u
WiLD like WOAH: honestly if you would have said anything to me about yesterday i probably would have gotten upset cuz i was so miserable
WiLD like WOAH: but like caitlin could go?
WiLD like WOAH: caitlin.
WiLD like WOAH: ughh just cuz dave thinks somethings going on shes allowed
MVPtwin89: caitlin wasnt there
WiLD like WOAH: i know she wasnt
MVPtwin89: yea as i said he invited her
MVPtwin89: he invites her over tonys all the time
MVPtwin89: she is going over there now
MVPtwin89: just her, dave n tony
MVPtwin89: thats so weird for me
WiLD like WOAH: why doesnt she just go over daves
MVPtwin89: i asked tony that
MVPtwin89: n he said cuz dave doesnt like his house
WiLD like WOAH: that is a beyond gay answer
MVPtwin89: yea i was like tony y did u let him do that
WiLD like WOAH: if you go to umbc youll be at the same school as bego
MVPtwin89: n hes like idc im fine w/ it
MVPtwin89: i dont want to go to umbc
WiLD like WOAH: i wouldnt either
MVPtwin89: my cousin goes their actually
WiLD like WOAH: its nice but not for me
MVPtwin89: yea same
WiLD like WOAH: god im not a bad kid
MVPtwin89: ur not at all
WiLD like WOAH: i dont know what to do about it
MVPtwin89: u cant rele do nething about the college thing
MVPtwin89: just let it play out
WiLD like WOAH: autumn likes being the girl that guys cheat with
MVPtwin89: yea it was kinda weird
WiLD like WOAH: shes like it was fun
MVPtwin89: but at the same time autumn got her first kiss from ripper
WiLD like WOAH: greaaat, look what has started
MVPtwin89: so shes doing better then ne one i kno
WiLD like WOAH: true
WiLD like WOAH: but shes....the other woman
WiLD like WOAH: haha
MVPtwin89: haha yea...
WiLD like WOAH: why couldnt that happen to me
WiLD like WOAH: i get the fuglies
WiLD like WOAH: autumn gets captain gorgeous
MVPtwin89: haha
MVPtwin89: brents not that attractice
WiLD like WOAH: well see she doesnt have to say his name
WiLD like WOAH: just be like
WiLD like WOAH: yo i hooked up with 2 guys in one night
WiLD like WOAH: and one of them could retard people with his looks
WiLD like WOAH: oh man whats gonna happen when they see each other again
MVPtwin89: haha dunno
MVPtwin89: autumn is taking brent to AA
WiLD like WOAH: yea
WiLD like WOAH: thatll be interesting as well
MVPtwin89: yea haha
WiLD like WOAH: im sorry
MVPtwin89: for wut
WiLD like WOAH: being mean to you when you were just telling me what happened
MVPtwin89: no its fine
WiLD like WOAH: god
WiLD like WOAH: robin just told me she went too
WiLD like WOAH: but im still storry
WiLD like WOAH: sorr
WiLD like WOAH: sorry
MVPtwin89: dont apologize to me
WiLD like WOAH: im sorry if you think im a bad person
MVPtwin89: i dontttttttt
WiLD like WOAH: i cant see too much of what im typing
MVPtwin89: nettie im sorry
WiLD like WOAH: but if you wanna hang out sometime
WiLD like WOAH: if its not too much trouble
WiLD like WOAH: thatd be cool i guess
WiLD like WOAH: but only if you really want to
MVPtwin89: of course nettie
WiLD like WOAH: god im not a bad person
WiLD like WOAH: what did i do
WiLD like WOAH: i dont understand
MVPtwin89: ur not
MVPtwin89: no one thinks u are
WiLD like WOAH: why am i not good enough
MVPtwin89: ur fine
MVPtwin89: good enough for wut
WiLD like WOAH: you or autumn or robin
WiLD like WOAH: or hanging out or
WiLD like WOAH: lacrosse or college
WiLD like WOAH: or boys or anything
MVPtwin89: nettie omg
MVPtwin89: u r being so down on urself u dont see the good stuff about urself
WiLD like WOAH: nobody else does either i guess
MVPtwin89: like i think u r the role model for all the underclassmen at mvp
WiLD like WOAH: yea they dont invite me places
MVPtwin89: they all admire u n love u n think its so cool when u talk to them
WiLD like WOAH: they dont give me advice
MVPtwin89: yea well that would b weird
MVPtwin89: no im trying to give u that example so u can see ur not a bad person
WiLD like WOAH: i need my inhaler
WiLD like WOAH: im sorry
WiLD like WOAH: im sorry for anything i did to you
MVPtwin89: u never did nething to me
WiLD like WOAH: i dont understand it but im sorry
MVPtwin89: dont apologize
WiLD like WOAH: well what can i do
WiLD like WOAH: it doesnt make sense
MVPtwin89: u dont need to do nething
MVPtwin89: i like u
MVPtwin89: ur fine
MVPtwin89 signed off at 1:48:46 PM.