Happy fucking new year!
Dear diary,
I stand here now looking back on everything that's happened in the last few weeks and I think well shit dood!
First off, Nivvie finally popped the question and I accepted. Of course, he didn't do it the way I would have liked with a ring and bent knee and shit, but he did it with such a sweet gesture I couldn't even demand more. He gave me this cool ass necklace with a squirrel and hare entwined around each other, it's fully fucking awesome and was good enough for me. So, I'm like married now and shit.
Niv and I also got three pets to help out with things at home. Marmie was the first. I put an ad up all over Layleaux asking for a tiny herm with skin instead of fur, and there she was not two days later. She ain't a herm, but that's cool. She's the SHIT! Like right away she cleaned the fucking house, made lunch, cleaned out Mooz's box and just did whatever she was told without batting an eyelash. Awesome pet, Niv and I decided she'd be the housepet. Then we got Aunel, a half-machine red panda that's the biz for when it comes to cuddling. Jessie was the third pet, she's sexah hermage. Great cock, she's a good fill up when Niv ain't around to do the duty. Only Niv gets inside of me any more though, it's his place as a hub.
I went back to St. M's and applied for a job. Got my ass burned, too. I wanted to be the dance teacher but got told that because I bailed I'd have to come back for a year and graduate before I could take a staff position. Fuck that, I ain't ever going back as a student.
My birthday and Christmas Party was on Dec. 20. Nobody but Mikey, Mz. Tyche, Mz. Asura, and Pony showed up. Mz. Tyche only stayed for like ten minutes though, she was in a lot of pain so that's cool. Niv totally dug the kickass 4x4 off-roader I bought him. Mz. Asura didn't say a word about the message I left her about wanting to go down on her, but she did look at me like she thought it was the funniest thing she'd heard in a while.
I'm trying to kick the drugs. My perkies aren't working as good with the two I take, and I figure if I start taking more I'm going to just either become a full on junkie or move to something harder like Oxy. No big, I think I can detox okay. Might be a baitch for Nivvie to live with for a while though. Plus, Nel and Jessie upped and got married and Jessie's preggers so I don't want a fucking infant getting into my stash and killing herself. Once I kick the perkies I'm going to try my hand at kicking the smokes too. Niv says if I can do both I'll finaly be a respectable lady. Ha! Fucker.
Getting nowhere fast with Mz. Tyche or Linden. I totally want both of them to just dom the shit out of me but I get the idea that neither are too keen. Oh well.
Lastly, I ain't a herm no more at least for the time being. Mz. Dashutri gave me a ring for Christmas that I put on and there I go, a hundred percent female. It doesn't mess with my insides at all though, so I still can't have kids. Nivvie's mentioned wanting them and I feel pretty fucked up that I can't give them to him but I think first off I'd be a fucking lousy mother and secondly Jessie has a baby coming so I think that'll kind of fill the void for him.
Last day of twenty odd eight. Happy fucking new year, let's see what twenty nine brings.
Pax out, write in you next year.
I stand here now looking back on everything that's happened in the last few weeks and I think well shit dood!
First off, Nivvie finally popped the question and I accepted. Of course, he didn't do it the way I would have liked with a ring and bent knee and shit, but he did it with such a sweet gesture I couldn't even demand more. He gave me this cool ass necklace with a squirrel and hare entwined around each other, it's fully fucking awesome and was good enough for me. So, I'm like married now and shit.
Niv and I also got three pets to help out with things at home. Marmie was the first. I put an ad up all over Layleaux asking for a tiny herm with skin instead of fur, and there she was not two days later. She ain't a herm, but that's cool. She's the SHIT! Like right away she cleaned the fucking house, made lunch, cleaned out Mooz's box and just did whatever she was told without batting an eyelash. Awesome pet, Niv and I decided she'd be the housepet. Then we got Aunel, a half-machine red panda that's the biz for when it comes to cuddling. Jessie was the third pet, she's sexah hermage. Great cock, she's a good fill up when Niv ain't around to do the duty. Only Niv gets inside of me any more though, it's his place as a hub.
I went back to St. M's and applied for a job. Got my ass burned, too. I wanted to be the dance teacher but got told that because I bailed I'd have to come back for a year and graduate before I could take a staff position. Fuck that, I ain't ever going back as a student.
My birthday and Christmas Party was on Dec. 20. Nobody but Mikey, Mz. Tyche, Mz. Asura, and Pony showed up. Mz. Tyche only stayed for like ten minutes though, she was in a lot of pain so that's cool. Niv totally dug the kickass 4x4 off-roader I bought him. Mz. Asura didn't say a word about the message I left her about wanting to go down on her, but she did look at me like she thought it was the funniest thing she'd heard in a while.
I'm trying to kick the drugs. My perkies aren't working as good with the two I take, and I figure if I start taking more I'm going to just either become a full on junkie or move to something harder like Oxy. No big, I think I can detox okay. Might be a baitch for Nivvie to live with for a while though. Plus, Nel and Jessie upped and got married and Jessie's preggers so I don't want a fucking infant getting into my stash and killing herself. Once I kick the perkies I'm going to try my hand at kicking the smokes too. Niv says if I can do both I'll finaly be a respectable lady. Ha! Fucker.
Getting nowhere fast with Mz. Tyche or Linden. I totally want both of them to just dom the shit out of me but I get the idea that neither are too keen. Oh well.
Lastly, I ain't a herm no more at least for the time being. Mz. Dashutri gave me a ring for Christmas that I put on and there I go, a hundred percent female. It doesn't mess with my insides at all though, so I still can't have kids. Nivvie's mentioned wanting them and I feel pretty fucked up that I can't give them to him but I think first off I'd be a fucking lousy mother and secondly Jessie has a baby coming so I think that'll kind of fill the void for him.
Last day of twenty odd eight. Happy fucking new year, let's see what twenty nine brings.
Pax out, write in you next year.