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im scared....scared of what might happen. i dont want anything to happen, i love how it is right now. but i know its going to change, and it scares me to death. i want to know everything will be alright, and believe it. but its just so hard to. i know whatever happens, is what is supposed to. but i dont know if i will like it. it brings tears to my eyes just thinking about it. i dont want you to go away. i want you to stay here with me, forever. but it cant happen. so i will be locked up, waiting for you, for eternity.