random...
pre-season starts monday in a weird way i'm excited for it. i guess i'm just tired of never having anything fun to do. and idk running isn't exactly fun..but pre-season has always been a good time even w. all the running and repetitive drills! ha.
haven't done much lately bc as i said, theres nothing fun to do ever. everything is always so boring and dull theres stuff to do..but it's not fun anymore its just....well, boring.
the past few nights i've spent w. my brothers...weird? bc i never really talk to eddie, but yesterday we went running together and sometimes it was awkward bc as i said, i never really talk to him..but whatever it was cool. since i never really see him either. he went back today for work. he always comes for like a day and then goes back to lancaster so that kind of sucks, but whatever! at least i see him sometimes! :-) john's changing so much..he's so weird. and he's taller than me! i'm like a midget! :-( anyway, yea...i think it's so weird that he's goign ot be a freshmen this year...when i think of him i still think he's like 12? not that he acts it..just that he's my little brother and idk! freshmen, it seems weird! k, that's enough of that!
i quit my job, but i asked for it back, ha. so starting next week i only work sundays, bc w. field hockey and school starting i can't work weekdsays..which basically means....i'm poor!
kristin cut my hair, she was supposed to trim it, but i guess a trim to her is cutting 3 inches off. it looks the same..just a lot shorter... but it's not even that short, it's still like an inch or so below my shoulders. so ohwell. it was just a shock when she finished and so much was gone!
i, being the exciting person i am, cleaned out my desk drawers today. i found a lot of old pictures and old notes and stuff. some from old boyfriends and some from old friends..and idk it's just weird how much things have changed between me and some people...
i'm really excited for laura and kristin to go to school. i know that's weird. but when they leave i get my room all to my self! and..more importantly i have the car!!!!!!!!! i'm so excited. and also, when they leave that means i won't have to get waken up every morning to them fighting about stupid things! yay!! well, i'm excited but obv. i'll miss them.
i haven't seen adrienne, jamie, or jenna in like.....a week or...i might just die if i have to wait any longer..jk, but really, it's kind of weird! i feel like i haven't seen them in like 2 months! ugh!
i kind of feel lonely lately..idk it's not that i don't have friends to talk to and stuff..but i just feel like it'd be better if i had a boyfriend or just someone to listen to everything and just to hang out w. when there is nothing to do? it's gay, i know. but whatever!
ok, this update was really weird, i know..but idk it's just how i feel. but enough of this. i'm going to bed. :-)