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[lax_girly_8]

i feel really sick...and im cold. those two feelings dont mix very well. ughh. guess what everyone. i need something that ill never get. what i need is for some one who will always be there for me and that when they tell me they love me they mean it and always will. But ill never get that. or just my luck i ill and i wont be able to return the feelings. whats the point in me updateing this stupid thing. NO one ever reads it. ...::sigh::...
tomarrow im supossed to go shopping with my sister Joanna. But i dont have any money. well i do but i dont want to spend it. i want to spend my parents money. lol
im in a deep state of confusion.