ушел биться головой об стенку...

[lawyerenok]

'It is not atheists who get stuck in my craw, but agnostics.  Doubt is useful for a while.  We must all pass through the garden of Gethsemane. ...But we must move on.  To choose doubt as a philosophy of life is akin to choosing immobility as a means of transportation.'
(c)Yann Martel, Life of Pi