Nov 01, 2005 22:58
What do I think when I look into the mirror..that can go all different sorts of ways. The different paths I have travelled down and the different choices I have made. Sometimes I don't really know who is the real me. I see a man, a man who has been though a lot and has tried to change the way his life should be. I was always told i wouldn't become much or even do much for that matter. But that didn't stop me, it never did. I brought myself somewhere, made something out of myself. I was heading to the top of the ladder until something changed. I somehow changed back into that scared boy that I once was. That boy that used to be picked on and bullied. I actually cared and wanted to be redeemed. Guess Angel started to grow on me a bit. Wasn't long though until I realized what I really wanted again. Yet here I am once more not really knowing who I am and what side to play on.
I see a man in the mirror, one who isn't sure of what he really is; evil or good.