Oct 22, 2007 14:22
So, I'm in Bussiness Tech, and I'm im rediculously bored. I'm not sure what I should be doing for the project thing, but...whatever.
I don't really have anything to say, I just like the feeling of typing. I wonder hao well I can type without looking ay trhe keys. [I wonder how well I can type without looking at the keys. Apperently I can do it kind of okay.]
It's just this feeling I can't be safe. Wish I could see it. Don't say these words don't count for anything. Hey, everybody, we're going to neils party. Got you a spliff in the other hand. All I want's for all the world to go away. Thing's have been crazy...who's gonna save me from myself? 'cause I'm so stoned. Mixin the regge the rock and the ska punk. Troublesome bubblegum. Let's go for a ride in my pickup truck. We'll get a six pack and a bag of rack. I'm 16, this is my scene, bubble of trouble. Bust me. I can hear them talking in the hallways. I'm always late for lunch learning dirty little lessons from you. Legendary baby. Let;s go to the movies, we'll take off to downtown. All alone. All alone. Man, If you could put dumb in a shot glass. Oh no, she's at the bottom of the bottle. She's having one more swallow. 'fore being oh so hollow. Bravo! Hey! Hey! slurrs her words cause she's NEVER NOT INEBRIATED. Cut your losses now buddy. Johnny butt was a man with a read strong will to survive. Shoot it up shoot it up, it just don't matter. Wants to kill a cop. There'll come a day when all that shit won't matter. We've got a brand new dance. Smoke two joints in the morning, smoke two joints at night. If I can't find the bong, I look where I hid it last night. you don't line up, or wait for shit, all you do is get sick of it! I'm sick and tired of everybody thinking they know what's best for me. I'm past the point of breaking and I'm not sure if I'ma gonna make it. I won't give up on you she said. Don't be so afraid. I don't wanna be a part of your fucking machine. Over rated, so ungrateful. It's too late to apologise. Back when mark whalburg was marky mark, this is how we used to make the party start. we used to, mix in with bacardi dark, and when it kicks in you can hardly talk. You are now allowed to officially slap bitches. Looking for life on this planet sir, no sign of it. All I see is a bunch of smoke flying and I'm so high I might die if I go by it! I'm a sucker all I gotta say, these drugs really got a hold of me. I just say whatever I want to whoever I want. Wak eup in the morning like you what the fuck we do? But in the long run the drugs are probably gonna catch up sooner or later but fuck it I'm on one! Shit six hits won't even get me high no more, so bye for now I'm gonna try and find some more! It's your life, live it how ever you wanna, marjuana is everywhere. It doesn't matter as long as you get where you're going, cause none of this shit's gonna mean shit where we're going. they tell you to stop, but you just sit there ignoring, even though you wake up feeling like shit every morning. If I could take it all back now, I wouldn't. I would've done more shit that people said that I shouldn't. You can look but you can't touch, I don't think I like you much. I think I'm paranoid and complicated. That that don't kill me, can only make me stronger. I need you to hurry up now, cause I can't wait much longer. I made a point to burn all of the photographs. I remember the face but I can't recall the name, now I wonder how whatsername has been.
Okay, that's enough of that now. Sorry, I had nothing to write about, but now I do. I miss Whatsername. It's like...she's a completely different person. I still see her, sometimes, when I'm wearing the pants. She liked those pants. I like them too.
Remember, whatever, it seems like forever ago.
do do do dododododo do do do do do do do do do do do do dodoDO! <--In the mood.