no filters.
... nail-polish the color of a red Bordeaux vintage, unparalleled hair volume courtesy of Pureology, the soft reminder of Gucci Rush on yesterdays clothes, an unfinished can of Dr. Pepper, the vanilla sweetness of Mac’s lip conditioner on my lips beneath a sangria shade, a burning Marlboro cigarette near it’s end, unpainted eyes, and a book by Arthur Golden.
but that's all just a dream. i cut my nails off(because i've picked up the guitar again 4 now,) attempted my own mini french manicure, which would of ended in bloodshed had i not had some part of my sanity restored in December. i haven't been able to afford Pureology for months now. i haven't found my bottle of Gucci Rush since the move. i still drink dr.Pepper (however!) i am almost out of the mac lip balm and Lauren used all of my mac lip stick, which i'm kind of more that annoyed about since it's $25 a tube. i'm smoking a camel right now due to no choice. and. eyes still unpainted. and. reading a book by the same author of Dying Young, entitiled "Daniel Isn't Speaking" about a touche subject. never in my life has reading been so hard for me. i've breezed through athousand paged books within 48hrs before, and now? fuck. but i want to know, and i must know.
anyway!
dreams. i've been haunted by the strangest of reoccuring dreams this past month and they have me unusually moved. i love it, but i dislike the questions they leave behind, and the film surrounding my body like honey afterward. it's a reminder of not truly being where you once were. ya dig? if not, oh well.
i've lost weight. i don't know how much but i feel it. but here is some video i took on the 25th. it is short and i would have continued recording had the fucking battery not died on me. but as i said on myspace: there will be more in the future, i suppose. so check it out!
http://www.feurety.com/cornball.MOV
BTW - as you can see, i neva found a program to edit video with, so that is why it's so damn big and what not. i just want to shrink it down and keep the quality. youtube kinda fuct it.
and before i forget, a pic of me and lar at the beginning of the month before a night of milling through drunk bodies. heh. the life of clubbing is like spitting on a transient world. don't ask!
now, for the pics that go with that video...
http://www.feurety.com/personal/july25th05.jpg
http://www.feurety.com/personal/july25th07.jpg
http://www.feurety.com/personal/july25th08.jpg
i'll post more from the night of clubbing later, then some when i was going to see josh perform at the comedy thang. much love to all, hope everyone is doing good and is safe! as Al Gore would say: I'M SERIAL!!!
virtually yours,
Alexis