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hmm instead of giving a complete description of whats been going on with me since february im just going to list somethings...
Got into Montclair State University, i'm going there, the musical happened and was whatever, i did seusical and that was a bust, completely saved the yearbook, and the phoenix, never actually accomplished any goals i had for the year, got a scholarship from FOTA, graduated, went to stratford(was amazing!!)
this leads me to now...im not happy anymore, im not really that excited for MSU anymore because this summer has been such a damper... today a for sale sign went up in front of my house and its really getting to me. i cant believe my great aunt and uncle they are being rediculous about selling the house and my dad and mom really just want to stay in boonton twp until my sister is done with highschool which is in two years...and my dad put out an offer for the house and my great aunt has it in her head to sell this shithole of a house for 685,000 dollars which is fucking rediculous because this house is sooooo out dated and needs to be compeletly renovated inside and out...and my whole family is walking on eggshells right now because we know we need to move out and find a place because obviously we cant stay in this house any longer...the only unfortunate thing is that all the houses listed in Boonton Twp for a price that is reasonable for my dad are all little shitty shacks with 2 bedrooms when we really need 3 to 4 bdrms. I cant take it and it really doesnt help that i have no one to really talk to anymore i mean not just because my closer friends are all away but lately i've felt like im alone.
right now instead of a real job im babysitting and at first i thought it was going to be great to get paid well for just sitting by a pool and watching 5 kids but the schedual is really fucked up and we havent even used the pool since the first day, and there is actually no need for me to be babysitting these kids becuase 4 of them get picked up about an hour and half after i start babysitting...and the 5th one just goes with them instead of me watching them i'd rather just get a real job..
im probably going to finish this later but my laptop just ran out of battery...
Got into Montclair State University, i'm going there, the musical happened and was whatever, i did seusical and that was a bust, completely saved the yearbook, and the phoenix, never actually accomplished any goals i had for the year, got a scholarship from FOTA, graduated, went to stratford(was amazing!!)
this leads me to now...im not happy anymore, im not really that excited for MSU anymore because this summer has been such a damper... today a for sale sign went up in front of my house and its really getting to me. i cant believe my great aunt and uncle they are being rediculous about selling the house and my dad and mom really just want to stay in boonton twp until my sister is done with highschool which is in two years...and my dad put out an offer for the house and my great aunt has it in her head to sell this shithole of a house for 685,000 dollars which is fucking rediculous because this house is sooooo out dated and needs to be compeletly renovated inside and out...and my whole family is walking on eggshells right now because we know we need to move out and find a place because obviously we cant stay in this house any longer...the only unfortunate thing is that all the houses listed in Boonton Twp for a price that is reasonable for my dad are all little shitty shacks with 2 bedrooms when we really need 3 to 4 bdrms. I cant take it and it really doesnt help that i have no one to really talk to anymore i mean not just because my closer friends are all away but lately i've felt like im alone.
right now instead of a real job im babysitting and at first i thought it was going to be great to get paid well for just sitting by a pool and watching 5 kids but the schedual is really fucked up and we havent even used the pool since the first day, and there is actually no need for me to be babysitting these kids becuase 4 of them get picked up about an hour and half after i start babysitting...and the 5th one just goes with them instead of me watching them i'd rather just get a real job..
im probably going to finish this later but my laptop just ran out of battery...