Another Year Over... And A New One Just Begun...
So another year has gone, and another one is here. In these times, I'm more depressed than I normally would be. I reflect on the good things that happened to me in 2006, and there were many, and the good things coming for me hopefully this year.
Sometimes I wonder if my plans for this year will work out, and I wonder if it will really happen like I hope it will, and as I continue to dwell, only excitement and anxiety increase.
I really only get depressed on the holidays themselves anymore, and then the daily depression usually passes for the most part. I miss that special someone more than ever, and it only compounds when I look around, and no one else is there. I wish that I wasn't feeling so alone, and I do try to escape it, but it seems I won't be able to for such a long time... Something I have to try and live with and work on as best I can.
Sometimes I wonder if my plans for this year will work out, and I wonder if it will really happen like I hope it will, and as I continue to dwell, only excitement and anxiety increase.
I really only get depressed on the holidays themselves anymore, and then the daily depression usually passes for the most part. I miss that special someone more than ever, and it only compounds when I look around, and no one else is there. I wish that I wasn't feeling so alone, and I do try to escape it, but it seems I won't be able to for such a long time... Something I have to try and live with and work on as best I can.