I don't even know anymore.
Since the 25th: Life has been a mixture of ass-sucking terrible-ness and a crazy whirlwind of epic-melty-unexpected-AWESOME. In short: interesting as hell. I feel like I left a part of myself behind, and now I'm rebuilding. It's somewhat awesome, and totally scary. But now reality sets in, and apparently I made a huge mistake? Alcohol limits my memory to... arrival and a few minutes after, but photographic evidence says there's a good chance I'm a heart-breaking bitch. Unless it's really the greatest thing I could have ever done. Meh, only time will tell. Gotta give a little, take a little. And sometimes a huge mistake is what's needed to get rid of a bad thing? If it is in fact a bad thing...
Election is tomorrow, and i'm SO nervous. I've been feeling like puking for the last few days now. My stomach is just in KNOTS. I'm tense, and i know that all I can do is vote and hope for the best. But that doesn't seem like it's doing the trick. In fact, it seems like it's making it worse.
The upside: an election/Jake's bday party tomorrow night at Jake and Becca's. I'm excited. As nervous as I am, election day is still my favorite day of the year. Democracy is so exciting. Having a say in something that much larger than yourself... exhilirating, really.
Election is tomorrow, and i'm SO nervous. I've been feeling like puking for the last few days now. My stomach is just in KNOTS. I'm tense, and i know that all I can do is vote and hope for the best. But that doesn't seem like it's doing the trick. In fact, it seems like it's making it worse.
The upside: an election/Jake's bday party tomorrow night at Jake and Becca's. I'm excited. As nervous as I am, election day is still my favorite day of the year. Democracy is so exciting. Having a say in something that much larger than yourself... exhilirating, really.