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[lawnfairie]

I should not have to be afraid to live in my own house.

I should not have to deal with being put down and criticized until I don't feel like I exist anymore.

I should not have to apologize for things that I did not do.

I should not have to feel guilty for existing.

I should not have to hope and pray he won't be home when I am.

I should not have to hear how everybody else in this house is better than me.

I should not have to hide in my room.

I should not have to have a feeling of dread in my stomach everytime I pull into the driveway and see his car.

I should not have to apologize for crying.

I should not have to...

...but I do.