Apr 25, 2005 15:59
hey. im doing a lot better than ive been doing the past week. a LOT better. i definitely over it.
........
.........okay im not over it. but im doing pretty damn well considering.
anyway. im done with relationships. if you know me, youre probably like, yeah. okay. she'll be with someone in a week.
but im serious. first Stupidface. and now this. if i survived after 2 years with vin, then i can survive after 1 month with.....him. and im doing great.
aside from the stupid relationship crap. god, why do i do this? why does my WHOLE outlook on life depend on my current relationship status? romance defines my life. i really need to stop doing this. i do it to myself. i just....i cant help it. its one of the only things that can make me happy.
well im going to go. sorry it was so short.