Dreams and the abundance thereof:
Hey everyone, how's it going?
What a weekend! Friday night I traveled with Krystal, her sister Alyssa and my sister Jenna to the Orlando mall. We had a blast. Took them home, and hung with Krystal for a few.
Saturday was busy, as usual. Although I did get to sleep a bit, I found myself going over to Krystal's and watching her beat FF VIII (Yay!) and among other things, going back out to the mall, this time in merritt island. This time it was Krystal, Jessica, Alyssa and her friend Savanna, all with me in my car lol. Quite interesting. Talked with Krystal until about three in the morning. She helped me big time with my injuries. It's so great to have someone who cares.
Sunday I slept in till about eleven, which is horrible for me, and then took Jacob to the mall. He loves going there for his pizza. That little guy is great. I took him to Toy's R Us and bought him a lego set and then Jenna a stuffed animal. Took him home, and then off to Krystal's I headed. I love spending time with her. I helped Jessica with her math homework while Krystal showered. Then we kinda hung out and talked/played games until around ten-ish. Started watching rent and then I left about eleven-ish.
Whenever Krystal and I talk, I just find myself completely amazed by her and how much I love her. I surprised myself with the fact that I care so much about her, and am able to love her so much. I've never been happier in my life. I feel as though for once, I know where I belong and where I am safe. I know where I am going as well. Through all the crazy dreams, and envisionments, she is real and there. Around her I feel I can do anything, dream anything, and my love for her is limitless.
It's so great to be alive. OH! And I gave Krystal her Necklace and she loves it! She made me a bracelet and I am wearing it right now lol.
Had a very interesting, disturbingly detailed dream last night lol. But, I need to get to work, as this tax information isn't going to complete itself.
Krystal: I love you my dear. Thank you so much for everything. You are far too caring about me and I do not deserve you, but I am glad I have you. The Lord works in mysterious ways, and this time, I love the result.
Everyone have a great day! Be safe and God Bless!
~Josh
Song of the day: Cyndi Lauper - Time after Time
Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
and think of you
caught up in circles confusion--
is nothing new
Flashback--warm nights--
almost left behind
suitcases of memories,
time after--
sometimes you picture me--
I'm walking too far ahead
you're calling to me, I can't hear
what you've said--
Then you say--go slow--
I fall behind--
the second hand unwinds
if you're lost you can look--and you will find me
time after time
if you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting
time after time
after my picture fades and darkness has
turned to gray
watching through windows--you're wondering
if I'm OK
secrets stolen from deep inside
the drum beats out of time--
if you're lost...
you said go slow--
I fall behind
the second hand unwinds--
if you're lost...
...time after time
What a weekend! Friday night I traveled with Krystal, her sister Alyssa and my sister Jenna to the Orlando mall. We had a blast. Took them home, and hung with Krystal for a few.
Saturday was busy, as usual. Although I did get to sleep a bit, I found myself going over to Krystal's and watching her beat FF VIII (Yay!) and among other things, going back out to the mall, this time in merritt island. This time it was Krystal, Jessica, Alyssa and her friend Savanna, all with me in my car lol. Quite interesting. Talked with Krystal until about three in the morning. She helped me big time with my injuries. It's so great to have someone who cares.
Sunday I slept in till about eleven, which is horrible for me, and then took Jacob to the mall. He loves going there for his pizza. That little guy is great. I took him to Toy's R Us and bought him a lego set and then Jenna a stuffed animal. Took him home, and then off to Krystal's I headed. I love spending time with her. I helped Jessica with her math homework while Krystal showered. Then we kinda hung out and talked/played games until around ten-ish. Started watching rent and then I left about eleven-ish.
Whenever Krystal and I talk, I just find myself completely amazed by her and how much I love her. I surprised myself with the fact that I care so much about her, and am able to love her so much. I've never been happier in my life. I feel as though for once, I know where I belong and where I am safe. I know where I am going as well. Through all the crazy dreams, and envisionments, she is real and there. Around her I feel I can do anything, dream anything, and my love for her is limitless.
It's so great to be alive. OH! And I gave Krystal her Necklace and she loves it! She made me a bracelet and I am wearing it right now lol.
Had a very interesting, disturbingly detailed dream last night lol. But, I need to get to work, as this tax information isn't going to complete itself.
Krystal: I love you my dear. Thank you so much for everything. You are far too caring about me and I do not deserve you, but I am glad I have you. The Lord works in mysterious ways, and this time, I love the result.
Everyone have a great day! Be safe and God Bless!
~Josh
Song of the day: Cyndi Lauper - Time after Time
Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
and think of you
caught up in circles confusion--
is nothing new
Flashback--warm nights--
almost left behind
suitcases of memories,
time after--
sometimes you picture me--
I'm walking too far ahead
you're calling to me, I can't hear
what you've said--
Then you say--go slow--
I fall behind--
the second hand unwinds
if you're lost you can look--and you will find me
time after time
if you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting
time after time
after my picture fades and darkness has
turned to gray
watching through windows--you're wondering
if I'm OK
secrets stolen from deep inside
the drum beats out of time--
if you're lost...
you said go slow--
I fall behind
the second hand unwinds--
if you're lost...
...time after time