Nov 27, 2009 12:18
You know those times when you're stressed, but (if you're like me) there's no way anyone else can tell so they think you're just being a lazy jackass when in fact you're having a panic attack? Your mouth is bone dry, your heart is racing like a rabbit, and there's a sort of weird tension in every part of your body that makes you feel like your organs are going to be crushed from the inside? Yeah.
I can't apply to USC. I didn't notice that there was a deadline December 1st.
I have to write an essay for and mail all of my application materials to FSU by Tuesday. After that, I have to do another application, with another essay, for the same school.
I have six days worth of makeup work to do over this break, including 300 pages of Catch 22, three econ worksheets, and a ton of math homework.
I have a video project I haven't even started to think about.
I think, with one hundred percent honesty, that MY LIFE FUCKING SUCKS.
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