[Fic] The wedding gift
Title: The wedding gift
Pairings: Subaru/??
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst I think...
Warnings: None......!
Summary: Is subaru's bachelor party and Yasu has something to give him... I suck at this, don't I?
Ok here it is my first Fic ever!!! And I mean it... Some notes here couse I think it a bit confussing:
*Yasu is really serious in this one, not kawaii or anything, ok?
*It was supossed to be long ( I didn't develope the characters that much) but well it ended up being. Well maybe is not that long.
*Subaru is also kind of serious and mature, but I don't think that's weird.
*Yes I prefer them straight but no, Yasu isn't a girl in this one
*Be gentle please... It's my first one, and who knows maybe the last one.
Genre: I have no idea.
Rated: Everyone can read this but I think it's confussing sometimes.
The wedding gift
Subaru is getting married... I'm really happy for him, I do..... sort of... I mean, he's happy, I'm sure he is.
She is beutiful and sexy, and she will be a nice housewife; their children will be gorgeous, There's no doubt about it..... I couldn't be happier... But somehow it hurts... Why does it hurts so much? Subaru is my friend and I love him, so, I want him to be happy. That's the only thing that matters.
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That day was Subaru's bachelor party, every one was having fun. Ryo talking to Maru about how he won't let them do a bachelor party for him, unless it has lots of sexy naked girls in it. Maru was, well he was supossely listening to Ryo while eating the special cake Hina brough just for the Groom.
Tacchon was really interested listening to Uchi, who was telling him about all the new "experiences" he had during the suspenssion. Yoko was being Yoko and the others were doing a special drinking contest. That seemed pretty fun.
Even Yasu was playing and having fun, or at least that's was his smile shows, his cute and always true smile. But he was crying, his heart was in pain, he felt like falling into the deep dark of loneliness with every minute that made the wedding
day closer to the reality... but he had to smile if not, he's dear friend would be worried. And he don't want him to be.
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Subaru was happy, oh yes, he was. In few days he would be marring the most amazing girl he's ever met. He was having fun with every one at Yoko's house. It was his bachelor party, he was happy, he had to be, even when everything felt so confussing. But to be confusse is good, isn't it? He's getting married, is normal to feel kind of weird, right?
"Why are you smiling, when you're eyes don't... ne Yasu?" Right at that moment, the weight of his best friend interrupted his thoughts...
"Yoo, Occhan, this is you're last chance!" Said Yoko jumping and hugging Subaru from behind making him lay on the couch with his face in the cushions.
"Yoo, boke, what the hell are you talking about?" Yelled Subaru between the cushions, Yoko whas really drunk and didn't seem to care about crushing the smaller man.
"Yeah, it's you're last chance, if you wanna fuck me, it has to be tonight!"
"Uwaaa, I wouln't do that even if your life depends on it. Get off me now!"
Yoko jump off Subaru pouting "Ahh, sou ka, and I always thought you had a cursh on me, I though I was doing you a favour... well then, to the next victim" Yoko left leaving the others laughing.
Right at that moment Maru came with one of his great ideas.
"Let's play a game!!!!"
"Oooh shut up" Yelled Yoko from the floor his now oh-so-comfortable bed... "No wait, seriously, we put each name Suabru's hat, pick one, and the person that comes out has to bandage his eyes and try to cach some one, then he has to ask for something he wants from that person and also give him something valuable..." ended Maru, proud of his confussing game "but... be carefull of being sure of who that person is...!" added with a misterious look...
"Wait! Why giving and reciving?" Asked Ryo guessing what might be the answer. "Because I want a present too!!!"
"Oh come on Maru, that game won't..." Hina was about to end his phrase when Yasu said "I'm in... I'll start, there's no need to pick some one!" Said Yasu in his normal kawaii way with a big smile.
But Subaru knew. He could see it in his eyes, Yasu wasn't being him. Those weren't the always sparkling eyes of Yasu. Those were the eyes of some one disapointed, sad and lonely... He knew, because he once had those eyes until he met Yasu...
"Ok I'm ready!!" Said Yasu after being blinded by Ryo's scarf. At that moment everyone start running around, giggling like girls and hiding, eveyone except Subaru, who just stood there, thinking, seeing Yasu getting closer and closer. Watching his hand searching for something to hold until they reach him. Yasu reach him.
"Haa! Now you has to guess who he is!!" Said a really exited Maru. "Shhhhhh" Was the answer he got from the others, now he was obviously out. Yasu started by touching Subaru's face, like trying to find something in general, then he went down to his chin, stopping there, caressing Subaru's chin just were that little scar was. Subaru couln't help a smile, "he knows it's me" he thought, but right at that moment he felt Yasu's fingers touching his lips, slowly, gently, like tasting just with the touch. "Now I want to take my present." Said Yasu rolling his hand down to Subaru's right hand and bringing it up to his lips, kissing the tattoo that marked him forever. Kissing it softly, gently, almost painfully. Subaru knew. Then Yasu said "and this is all I have to give..." He took a little package out of his jeans pockets and place it on Subaru's hand, then he took the scarf out and looked straight into Subaru's eyes.
"I wish you all the best. I'm happy for you." "I really am." added Yasu before taking all his things and saying goodbye to everyone and that he had to wake up early the next morning.
Maru was still looking at the door, thinking something was wrong with his best friend while the rest were looking at Subaru, waiting for him to look inside the little package. Subaru opened the box looking its content. There it was. The red hadband he had given Yasu after their Kanfuu fighting single was out; Yasu's matching blue cross they both used for the Heat Up tour; the matching gold and black ring they started using in Anchor show; and in the bottom there was a little not. He took it out and read it.
"These are presents for the three children you gotta have. Yasu." "Liar" he thought... He knew. Yasu was saying goodbye to all their memories, that's why that tender kiss hurted so much, he was simply saying goodbye. A single tear fell from Suabru's eyes.
After a few moments Subaru remembered the others were still there.
"It's beautiful..."
"What is it??" Asked Tacchon with an amased look on his eyes after seeing his friend almost crying.
"It's a wedding gift."
"Oookaaay! Every one let's watch some DVD tourS!!!" Jump up Hina knowing that there won't be any other words coming out of his friend, who was now putting the box inside his pockets and looking staight to the floor. Party was over for him.
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It was their last night together, the next day they would be man and wife. Ryoko was preparing a romantic dinner for Subaru who was watching her from the living room. She was beautiful. Long dark hair, big cat eyes, gorgeous lips, perfect body... She was beautiful and she was the person he had decided to spend the rest of his life with. Right at that moment his cellphone rang.
"Moshi moshi"
"I'm sorry.... I just..."
"Yasu!! What is it? Are you ok?"
Ryoko looked up wondering what was happening... She was sure Subaru was about to ruin their romantinc night together...
"I know it's your last night... Ryoko might be doing something speciall for you.... but I....I needed to..."
"Man you're scaring me, are you ok? Do you want me to go there?"
"Wait Subaru! Don't you dare to leave this for another night!! Yasuda can wait till we're back from our honey moon!"
"Ryoko, babe, I think something is wrong with him, I can't leave him like that!"
"No Subaru... It's always the same. When we are having sometime for just the two of us there always something else you have to do."
"Ryoko, I'll be you're husbend tomorrow, I'll be by your side the rest of my life, I'll give you everything you want but you can't tell me not to help a friend when he needs me."
"He always needs you..... It's like a shadow hunting you. I'm sure he's trying to stop you from marring me."
Yasu was still there, listening to every word they say. Maybe she was right, he was trying to stop them, but why now when it
was too late?
"Who is it going to be Subaru? Yasuda or me?"
That was something Yasu wasn't ready to hear. He hung up.
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Yasu was looking outside the window of his apartment. It was a rainy night. "Hhh... Funny... why does it always rain when the world crashes you down. Maybe the sky is trying to wash sadness away or hide the tears of the lonely ones"
"No... I think rain just connects two hearts..."
"Subaru!?"
"You know, like rain can unite the eternally separeted earth and sky... Woooaaah kakkoii na, ore wa!! I could use that for a song!"
"What are you doing here..." Ask Yasu avoiding Subaru eyes.
"You called. Annnd your door was open."
"But Ryoko..."
"You know... She's beautiful." Interrupted Subaru. "And smart, a great cook... and let's not talk about sex! Wow"
"Subaru you should go, you're just gonna make it worse. Ryoko sounded really mad."
"But she did one big mistake" Said Subaru ignoring what Yasu just said. "Why would she ask me that? Me or Yasuda?"
"Subaru don't!"
"You know, you won't find great friends just around the corner, neither the person you truely love..."
Yasu's heart beats rose with each word Subaru was saying and it was getting hard to breath.
"So I guess you choose true love."
"You bet I do!" Said Subaru with a smile.
"Then I can't be your friend." Yasu was now crying, those last words were really hard to tell.
"Yeah I guess you can't" Said Subaru brushing tears away with his thumb.
"Don't touch me!" Yelled Yasu pushing Subaru away from him. "Why not?" Ask Subaru with irony look. "'Couse it hurts."
"Oh really? I though I was being really sweet and tender."
"You... why don't you leave already!?"
"Oh god, Yasu! You really like dramatical love scenes, don't you?" Yasu meet Suabru's eyes for the first time. "I'm trying to be all romantic and tell you that I choose you! Over any other person in this world, I choose you. I can't be your friend cuz I love you more than anyone. Happy?!" Subaru last words sounded really desperated. But Yasu just stood there looking at him, not saying a single word.
"Okashii... When I pictured this, it was a whole different way... I mean, I though this was the part when we had to kiss or something........ Ja, mata!"
Subaru was about to leave when he felt someone grab him by the arm and trow him agaisnt the wall. Yasu's were just inches away from his. "You're right! I like dramatical love scenes... but also sexy ones." They both smile at each other before kissing passionaly for the first time. Yasu break the kiss.
"Subaru... I called you because the gift..." "Don't worry!" Subaru took out the little box of his pocket and gave it back to Yasu.
"Thank you."
Subaru was about to kiss him again when:
"What took you so long? Why waiting till last minute? Why waiting almost to your wedding day?"
"Mmmh... It wasn't my intentions but now that I think about it, it just make life more interesting." Added Subaru with a wicked smile. "Now shut up! You're ruining the moment."