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I'm bored. bored, bored, bored.
I have nothing to do. I don't feel like reading or doing any needlepoint cause my eyes hurt, I'm not tired cause I haven't done anything today. But I'm bored out of my mind.
I wish I could think of something to do. I always had a problem doing stuff by myself. I should just go to the bar. Maybe there's a good karoake bar around. But it's just no fun to go without people. Alyson and Kerri are at a baseball game, and they're basically my friends in this town. I called Kate last night but she hasn't called me back.
I've also been in a very mellow, unexcited mood all day. I'm starting to think that something bad is going to happen soon. I have this impending sense of doom and overwhelming sense of being alone. My apartment seems so loud with silence, so still.
I've been thinking a lot about Sarah Jane's wedding too. I saw some of the pictures people have posted and everybody looked like they were having such a good time. It made me remember how much fun we had together, planning formals, ER night, and just random moments. It probably doesn't help that I'm drinking too, but oh well. I love my law school friends, but they just don't compare to the people I knew at DPU. the girls I lived with were fantastic and I was never at a want for people to talk to, or things to talk about.
now, it's just me and the fish. Blubb, blubb, Blubb.
I have nothing to do. I don't feel like reading or doing any needlepoint cause my eyes hurt, I'm not tired cause I haven't done anything today. But I'm bored out of my mind.
I wish I could think of something to do. I always had a problem doing stuff by myself. I should just go to the bar. Maybe there's a good karoake bar around. But it's just no fun to go without people. Alyson and Kerri are at a baseball game, and they're basically my friends in this town. I called Kate last night but she hasn't called me back.
I've also been in a very mellow, unexcited mood all day. I'm starting to think that something bad is going to happen soon. I have this impending sense of doom and overwhelming sense of being alone. My apartment seems so loud with silence, so still.
I've been thinking a lot about Sarah Jane's wedding too. I saw some of the pictures people have posted and everybody looked like they were having such a good time. It made me remember how much fun we had together, planning formals, ER night, and just random moments. It probably doesn't help that I'm drinking too, but oh well. I love my law school friends, but they just don't compare to the people I knew at DPU. the girls I lived with were fantastic and I was never at a want for people to talk to, or things to talk about.
now, it's just me and the fish. Blubb, blubb, Blubb.