looking back

Nov 03, 2005 14:10

its so strange to me, to look back on old journal entrys. and i dont know why but i do that sometimes. the past four years has been the most amazing thing ever. and i cant explain the way i feel really... and this is all gonna be pretty random. but i am soo happy for the people that have found love. i think that might sound weird. but i think everyone deserves to feel this way for someone... to be truly happy from the beginning to where ever it takes you.

i've been through a lot in my life and things havent always been in perfect order... but i really wouldnt change any thing that has happened... because it makes you who you are. and the friends i've had and the times we've shared are just truly amazing. and i have a boy i've been with since i was 16 and we've been through everything together- and i just love him with allll my heart. and i'm happy to know that i could be spending the rest of my life with him. and its just good to have someone to turn to. and to be with- and to share your feelings and secrets.

we're all grown up now. its so scary and sad at the same time. but i just wanted to thank my close friends for being a part of my life. and i never coulda done it with out you guys. and i wanted to thank seth for sticking by me through thick and thin and for always always always being there for me even when we got off track for a little bit. i love him with every ounce of feeling i could ever feel.

i get in these emo moods sometimes. i think its that time of the month. haha i apologize.

LOVELAUREN.
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