Jul 18, 2001 23:29
Well, I'm sitting here listening to Delilah or however you spell her name. (I've always wondered how exactly she spelled it) Anyways.. Thats isn't really the point. Alright, well. I was listening and all of a sudden my ex-boyfriend and our song came on the airwaves.. blahh. It was brought back memories and I was just thinking about how I missed him so much.. yeah yeah. Letting go was sooo hard, but we just kinda grew apart. This probably sounds all "stupid young love" to the older people, but its exactly whats going on in my life right now. I can't see past that point or even around the corner. Right now I'm just trying to find myself amongst all the other baggage that has cluttered my life. I need time with myself away from any guys. They're really not all that great, yanno. They're more trouble than they are worth.. Don't get me wrong, I have some great guy friends I love to death, but I'm just tired of the entire gender. Its just frustrating and confusing. Alright, enough about the guys.
I went to a Party on Sunday night seeing as how it was my b-day and all. The other people there consisted of many bands that were at the festival going on at that particular time. Well, one of the band members moms was a palm reader. Let me tell you, she was awesome. She had everything down to a T. None of the vague crap that is usually in horoscopes. Well, I need to go to sleep seeing as how I have work in the morning. I just had an overwhelming need to right in my lil journal thingy.
-Lavyan