spriiiiiiiiiing breeeeeeeeeak!
yeeeeah...these have been the most AMAZING past few months EVER...
i'm too lazy to be thourough, so i'll attempt to list...
REASONS WHY MY HAIR IS FALLING OUT:
1. my uncle is sick and in the ICU after emergency surgery
2. gave my V-card to a loser
3. my roomie is boning the guy i gave my V-card to (its more awkward, i guess...)
4. lost my all purpose jean jacket
5. became waste of life
6. quit my job, which also means i'm broke ("dude, i'm so broke i can't even pay ATTENTION!"--classic)
7. put off seeing the doctor...don't ask me about that...
8. a friend passed away...way before his time...(RIP, j.)
9. no longer allowed to see my 5 year old niece because her folks can't stop fighting
10. i can't even shit in private...(also just awkward...)
11. gave up being a bitch...
12. as a result of #11, i opened myself up to someone special...
13. only to be shot down like bambi's mamma...
14. sick of being compared to other women...also sick of small, petty girls ruining things for women like me...
15. returned to bitchiness...
16. fat kid tendencies....
17. never getting to drink my own milk or eat my own fucking ramen....
18. why did i bother to introduce myself to...well...him...
19. being last in a long line of raging alcoholics SUCKS!
20. i realized that i am 19 going on 20...not 20 going on 21
21. i no longer have a bedroom...i sleep in a closet at home
22. my dog is really fat...like the unhealthy kinda fat
23. so lonely....so lonely
24. i discovered that you lied to me...
25. i started missing the days when i spoke to nick and frank...(thank you...)
26. there is no replacement for the "pride ride"...trust me, i've searched
27. was verbally abused by some asshole bigot
28. that blasted sun poisoning *Arrrrgh!*
29. some focker recorded over my special Simpsons tapes...
30. items stolen from me (that i've noticed so far): rubik's cube, ping pong ball, jacket, favorite bra, dignity, etc....(i'm sure there's more)
alright, i'm done venting...i just kinda needed to do that ...now i can stop being a huge bitch (or "an uppity one"...hehehe...i'm kidding!)
i can sit back, relax, and enjoy the ride....
.:lemme know if ya wanna ride wit me! *wink*:.
"Starlight, starbright....."
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.........make a wish............!!!
RANDOMNESS: While i'm not necessarily a huge fan of Dream (you know, that girl group that P Diddy put together...?), i liked these lyrics...they kinda express some of my sentiments...read on, my friends, read on:
Oh boy I-m not the one who broke your heart before
And I don-t wanna make you hurt anymore
She had you pulling out your hair against the wall
But baby that-s not me at all
You gotta see
We're different as can be
She and I are not alike
So don-t compare her to me
It doesn-t matter what happened then
In me you have a friend for life
You should know that
That was her and baby this is me
You get so nervous everytime I touch your hand.
I-m not the others who just took your heart and ran.
But everytime you say those things you make me feel so bad.
Why can-t you just give me a chance
You gotta see
Were different as can be (We're 2 different people)
She and I are not alike
So don-t compare her to me (This is me, this is me)
It doesn-t matter what happened then (Doesn-t matter that was then)
In me you have a friend for life (Friends for life)
You should know that (Baby)
THAT WAS HER AND BABY THIS IS ME...........
...get it now?!...gooooooooood...
i'm too lazy to be thourough, so i'll attempt to list...
REASONS WHY MY HAIR IS FALLING OUT:
1. my uncle is sick and in the ICU after emergency surgery
2. gave my V-card to a loser
3. my roomie is boning the guy i gave my V-card to (its more awkward, i guess...)
4. lost my all purpose jean jacket
5. became waste of life
6. quit my job, which also means i'm broke ("dude, i'm so broke i can't even pay ATTENTION!"--classic)
7. put off seeing the doctor...don't ask me about that...
8. a friend passed away...way before his time...(RIP, j.)
9. no longer allowed to see my 5 year old niece because her folks can't stop fighting
10. i can't even shit in private...(also just awkward...)
11. gave up being a bitch...
12. as a result of #11, i opened myself up to someone special...
13. only to be shot down like bambi's mamma...
14. sick of being compared to other women...also sick of small, petty girls ruining things for women like me...
15. returned to bitchiness...
16. fat kid tendencies....
17. never getting to drink my own milk or eat my own fucking ramen....
18. why did i bother to introduce myself to...well...him...
19. being last in a long line of raging alcoholics SUCKS!
20. i realized that i am 19 going on 20...not 20 going on 21
21. i no longer have a bedroom...i sleep in a closet at home
22. my dog is really fat...like the unhealthy kinda fat
23. so lonely....so lonely
24. i discovered that you lied to me...
25. i started missing the days when i spoke to nick and frank...(thank you...)
26. there is no replacement for the "pride ride"...trust me, i've searched
27. was verbally abused by some asshole bigot
28. that blasted sun poisoning *Arrrrgh!*
29. some focker recorded over my special Simpsons tapes...
30. items stolen from me (that i've noticed so far): rubik's cube, ping pong ball, jacket, favorite bra, dignity, etc....(i'm sure there's more)
alright, i'm done venting...i just kinda needed to do that ...now i can stop being a huge bitch (or "an uppity one"...hehehe...i'm kidding!)
i can sit back, relax, and enjoy the ride....
.:lemme know if ya wanna ride wit me! *wink*:.
"Starlight, starbright....."
.:*
.:
.::
:::
.........make a wish............!!!
RANDOMNESS: While i'm not necessarily a huge fan of Dream (you know, that girl group that P Diddy put together...?), i liked these lyrics...they kinda express some of my sentiments...read on, my friends, read on:
Oh boy I-m not the one who broke your heart before
And I don-t wanna make you hurt anymore
She had you pulling out your hair against the wall
But baby that-s not me at all
You gotta see
We're different as can be
She and I are not alike
So don-t compare her to me
It doesn-t matter what happened then
In me you have a friend for life
You should know that
That was her and baby this is me
You get so nervous everytime I touch your hand.
I-m not the others who just took your heart and ran.
But everytime you say those things you make me feel so bad.
Why can-t you just give me a chance
You gotta see
Were different as can be (We're 2 different people)
She and I are not alike
So don-t compare her to me (This is me, this is me)
It doesn-t matter what happened then (Doesn-t matter that was then)
In me you have a friend for life (Friends for life)
You should know that (Baby)
THAT WAS HER AND BABY THIS IS ME...........
...get it now?!...gooooooooood...