Mar 03, 2004 22:22
...damn my conscience...damn my compassion...damn my naivete...damn...damn...DAMN...
alright, so i do feel bad...i mean theres just stuff that one human being should never say to another...that's such bad karma...and who am i to call a "fuck up..."? i mean knowing my luck, i'll end up like all the other alumni of Allentown High School, which is living in Allentown forever, with my 4 kids, and my stupid home in the "development", with my mini van, living off my husband's paycheck...granted, that doesn't sound to0 bad, but i've lived that way for the past 15 years (i moved back to the United States when i was about 4...), its just not me...i need to go back out and make myself worldly...or OTHER worldly *wink*...i am not sure how much of the monotonous life i can handle...
anyway...back to my original point...i feel kinda shitty about what was said and i feel like apologizing....am i sorry i said it? no, cuz i think something needed to be said, and i don't usually say things that are completely regretable......i just think maybe i went about it the wrong way....
no no...i definately went about it the wrong way....
so to YOU...i apologize...
good luck with your new found "wild 'n' crazy" lifestyle and may you enjoy all the beauty and splendor your little heart desires...
as for my day...i woke up late only to find that my cleats had not come in yet...."due in home: 3/2/04" and today was 3/3/04...so naturally i was a bit steamed...then i went to practice, only to get cleated, stepped on and kicked (...and i LIKED it...)...when i returned i found that my cleats had actually come in and that TCNJ mail sucks ass....
off to recitation...bored as usual...then studying with Tyska (oodles of fun! haha), then an impromptu drive to Pennsylvania to pick up a friend...exciting for a wednesday...haha
hmmm....well, until next time....dude, Chappelles show is on!!!!!!!!!!! :o