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LIFE: happiest i've been in a very long time. i miss my friend, but i've come to terms with the fact that he and i will never be as tight as we were. people change. oh well. i just moved into my new place, which i love. its kinda ghetto haha but it's just adorable! jess and are in the double, which ideally should work out great. however, the landlord managed to convert our room, and make it as small as humanyl possible. there are singles that are basically the same size as our double. kat mentioned maybe having me and jess pay less rent since we got pretty much screwed over. meh, we'll see what happens...
LOVE: i wanna say i'm happy. i am single, but i am happy. the string of events that lead to this were just terrible, but now i think it may have been worth the tears i shed. i am content. i no longer need someone else to validate me. i am complete even when i am by myself, which is just fine with me. if i happen to find someone that wants to be with me, thats just great. if not, no biggie!
EVERYTHING ELSE: i miss chris, i miss don, i miss brian. whatever...turns out my wishful thinking didn't pull through.
LOVE: i wanna say i'm happy. i am single, but i am happy. the string of events that lead to this were just terrible, but now i think it may have been worth the tears i shed. i am content. i no longer need someone else to validate me. i am complete even when i am by myself, which is just fine with me. if i happen to find someone that wants to be with me, thats just great. if not, no biggie!
EVERYTHING ELSE: i miss chris, i miss don, i miss brian. whatever...turns out my wishful thinking didn't pull through.