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I know this is really lame, but I really like that movie Forces of Nature. It just seems sort of lame and definitely not a top 100 or even 250 but it is fun and it makes me want to have adventures, too.
Sigh, and of course other things.
Day 4 - Saga of the missing car. I realize how much I miss little things about my car. The sunroof. The closeness of the seats. The comfort of knowing where everything was, or could be. I just drive around in the Tahoe like an imbecile, curb-checking and swerving about. Dad says he had dropped the full-coverage. I wish I was consulted. In any case this means I won't get any money or anything if they cannot find it. And if they do find it? What? It will be trashed, probably. There are just a few things I want back: that black scarf I found in Josiah's room; my little chinese charm; my crucifix from the DR; and most importantly my CDs.
I have decided I will have to re-buy at least the Ben Kweller CD that I overplay. It is just too good.
I haven't gone to Shogun the past two shifts. I feel kind of bad.. but I can't hear out of my right ear and that does not make anything easier, as it totally throws off my already terrible balance.
Dutch Girl is quiet since Vianna left. She wrote me a letter from the prison in Florence. Has three jokes on the back. I wouldn't expect anything less.
I kind of want things to go differently than right now. I want to run away for a little while.
What is keeping me here? I have two steady jobs. I have a class (which I also have yet to attend for two classes). I live with my parents and I am about to turn 20 in June. I have maybe 300 dollars saved up, and I have a feeling it would be going toward a new car if I stay here. I just want to go away for a little while. Yea Josiah, I get sick of responsibility too.
I kind of wish I could talk to that boy. But sometimes I don't even know what to say.
Sigh, and of course other things.
Day 4 - Saga of the missing car. I realize how much I miss little things about my car. The sunroof. The closeness of the seats. The comfort of knowing where everything was, or could be. I just drive around in the Tahoe like an imbecile, curb-checking and swerving about. Dad says he had dropped the full-coverage. I wish I was consulted. In any case this means I won't get any money or anything if they cannot find it. And if they do find it? What? It will be trashed, probably. There are just a few things I want back: that black scarf I found in Josiah's room; my little chinese charm; my crucifix from the DR; and most importantly my CDs.
I have decided I will have to re-buy at least the Ben Kweller CD that I overplay. It is just too good.
I haven't gone to Shogun the past two shifts. I feel kind of bad.. but I can't hear out of my right ear and that does not make anything easier, as it totally throws off my already terrible balance.
Dutch Girl is quiet since Vianna left. She wrote me a letter from the prison in Florence. Has three jokes on the back. I wouldn't expect anything less.
I kind of want things to go differently than right now. I want to run away for a little while.
What is keeping me here? I have two steady jobs. I have a class (which I also have yet to attend for two classes). I live with my parents and I am about to turn 20 in June. I have maybe 300 dollars saved up, and I have a feeling it would be going toward a new car if I stay here. I just want to go away for a little while. Yea Josiah, I get sick of responsibility too.
I kind of wish I could talk to that boy. But sometimes I don't even know what to say.