I'm loser
A few days ago, I caught up with an old friend of mine. Been ages since the last time I spoke to him. So was the usual, chatting about doings in our lives and stuffs. From the conversation, I was told that he just broke off with his girlfriend of a year plus, two weeks ago. At that very moment, I felt the Ouch* for him. I mean I'm currently going through this, I know the tears, angers, memories and I totally understand how fucking hard it is to let go and move on. Afterall, they were together for more than a year, probably double ouch as compared to me. I felt sad for him, he gave up most of his friends and life for that girl and now they didn't work out. When I was expressing how sorry I was to hear that, encouraging him to move on, and telling him that I'm actually in the same boat as him... and the next thing I heard from him was that he is now blissfully attached to another girl.
I feel fucking lousy and extremely indignant of myself. I really don't understand how can someone move on so damn fast. We're mortal, our feelings are framed overtime. It's understandable that we need time (i've no fucking idea how long) to mellow out and learnt from the sinking ship. It just dampers me that I've to go through this while others don't even have to move on.
It's not easy shit.
I feel fucking lousy and extremely indignant of myself. I really don't understand how can someone move on so damn fast. We're mortal, our feelings are framed overtime. It's understandable that we need time (i've no fucking idea how long) to mellow out and learnt from the sinking ship. It just dampers me that I've to go through this while others don't even have to move on.
It's not easy shit.