Yeah it took me a while. I still have several I need to add. I read so many I forget what I've read.
BTW have you read Hit By Destiny? I just started it today and I almost cried. That's never happened to me before. I feel really bad for this Bella. Doucheward is starting to come around though. I want to hug them both.
Basically everyone in Bella's life is mean to her. Renee/Billy put her through a tragic event which ruined her. Charlie is oblivious. The entire school makes fun of her - especially Edward - Fork High's "it" boy. She pretty much just shuts down and wants to kill herself.
Anyway. Edward accidentally hits her with his car. From that point on both of their lives change. Edward is a real asshole in the beginning of this, but he does eventually let some of his defenses down and start to connect with Bella and care for her. Also, Bella isn't a complete doormat. There are times when she stands up to everyone who treats her like shit.
I read it really fast because I couldn't wait. I'm going to re-read it slower later and really take it in. Then I probably will cry.
It's getting better. Edward is no longer her tormentor but now her protector. And since the accident (which happened fairly early in the fic) Emmett & Alice have tried to become her friend (tried meaning Bella doesn't exactly reciprocate the feelings due to trust issues) and also her protectors in school.
The only people who are awful to her are her parents, the Quileutes and some kids at school who really don't matter.
It's reaallly heavy angst in the beginning. But it does get better! I swear! Bella is actually a really strong person in this fic even if she's suicidal. The only reason I almost cried was because I imagined myself in her position throughout the fic and if I were her I would be absolutely ruined. Which I guess, in the beginning, she is.
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BTW have you read Hit By Destiny? I just started it today and I almost cried. That's never happened to me before. I feel really bad for this Bella. Doucheward is starting to come around though. I want to hug them both.
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Anyway. Edward accidentally hits her with his car. From that point on both of their lives change. Edward is a real asshole in the beginning of this, but he does eventually let some of his defenses down and start to connect with Bella and care for her. Also, Bella isn't a complete doormat. There are times when she stands up to everyone who treats her like shit.
I read it really fast because I couldn't wait. I'm going to re-read it slower later and really take it in. Then I probably will cry.
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The only people who are awful to her are her parents, the Quileutes and some kids at school who really don't matter.
It's reaallly heavy angst in the beginning. But it does get better! I swear! Bella is actually a really strong person in this fic even if she's suicidal. The only reason I almost cried was because I imagined myself in her position throughout the fic and if I were her I would be absolutely ruined. Which I guess, in the beginning, she is.
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