Jun 13, 2005 18:33
i feel as though our friendship is slowly falling apart and feel completely helpless about it considering it doesn't feel like you try the least bit to maintain it.sometimes i really hate you for that. other times i just think how i truly miss how it used to be, am i alone in that?
i never really felt like i had closure with you. we went though this weird time period where we talked all last year. a little in the beginning of this year and now i havent spoken a word with you in over 6 months. i miss you and think about you more than i should
maybe we met at the wrong time in our lives. maybe we were supposed to meet now, and move on from here.
i think about you.. alot. everyday i wonder how things would be if you were in my life. everyday. i used to cry almost every night just missing you..just picturing images in my head of what it could have been like and just wishing you would be in my life. i like the fact that i see you more often now, i just sometimes wish it were more.
i dont even know how to describe you. a glare in my direction and you could cut the tension with a knife. stop being so fucking awkward with me.
i dont give you enough credit. if you werent in my life, i dont know what i would do. you stick by me and help me when im going through hard times like no one else ever EVER could. thank you. thank you for everything.
i screwed things up between you guys. maybe i wasnt the main cause, but i was a huge factor. i was stupid. im sorry. im sorry im SORRY.
i like it when its just you and me. no one else. your a better and more fun of a person to be with. you dont have to impress anyone. or say or do certain things just because of the people your with. i guess your more "real" when its just the two of us, and i like it that way.
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