FML
Tonight is definitely one of those nights I would call an F My Life. I'm at a 3 band concert with a woman I am falling for. Except that she asked me to pick up another woman on the way. The show started an hour late. The 2nd act was terrible. I had auditioned for that band and am very grateful they did not feel a chemistry with me.
3rd band is good and sings the songs I wish I could sing to the woman who invited me.
So she tells me she has her cat with her in her car. It becomes crystal clear she has every intention of going home with the other woman.
Yes, I'm 3rd wheel and I just want to curl up into a ball, roll out the door and be morose somewhere. Yes, it sucks to be me.
It gets worse. She will continue to flirt with me and I will have to continue to see her socially knowing the flirting means nothing. Even if it means something, it still sucks.
Just one of those nights I wish I didn't follow my heart. And now I get to close up and act like I'm not devastated.
3rd band is good and sings the songs I wish I could sing to the woman who invited me.
So she tells me she has her cat with her in her car. It becomes crystal clear she has every intention of going home with the other woman.
Yes, I'm 3rd wheel and I just want to curl up into a ball, roll out the door and be morose somewhere. Yes, it sucks to be me.
It gets worse. She will continue to flirt with me and I will have to continue to see her socially knowing the flirting means nothing. Even if it means something, it still sucks.
Just one of those nights I wish I didn't follow my heart. And now I get to close up and act like I'm not devastated.