Jan 24, 2006 20:23
I have been a lifeguard since I was 16. I started taking swimming lessons when I was in kindergarden. Why is it then that I continuously feel as if I am drowning? It's the second full week of school and I already feel overwhelmed and behind. I feel as if I have this pressure on all sides of me, and there is nowhere to breathe.
Where is help and salvation when I need it? Where is that feeling of peace I have built up in my mind to be so much like heaven?