Jul 17, 2005 02:19
it is almost as cold in my room right now as it was in neal's frigid dining room this afternoon.
brrrrrr.
sometimes things seem so complicated, even when they really probably aren't. it's incredible how one look, comment or walk away can change your mood instantly and flood your mind with possibilities and apprehensions and your mouth with swears. it's incredible that i wish the same wish on a star every single night. and it's a good wish. i suppose it's more a hope.
today kim and i had one of our famous chipot dates. we talked about how terrified we are for next year. at this point, my fear is almost overwhelming any excitement i might be feeling. justus called me soon afterwards asking what he needed to buy for college. geez, i thought...really- what a massive question. you're moving everything and starting and ending and changing. so what do you buy?
i told him a stapler.