and it's different, when it's just me and her...

[lavidalaura]

it was odd, being back at school made things ever so slightly better. i suppose i just had other things to occupy my mind with, like the insane amount of work i have to do this week. it's really eating at my soul, all the work i mean. it seems like everything is happening at once. i'm so tired.

i love them all
i can't wait, but i'm dreading it
why can't i handle ending
i like him so much
but god, she is so much to me
and my best friend forever- she's so cute
listens to me forever
and he holds my hand and lets me cry
and i can't tell them
no
what do i want? seriously.