A Beautiful Mind

[lavernkid]

I just finished work and I'm just so tired. Last night I was up till three in the morning and I only got four hours of sleep. Over and over, I kept reviewing the day and the past couple of months. Vide your attention to the freak without emotions, I have met him and he's a monster. Even just plain work is annoying, when it should be a satisfactory distraction. You'd think that it would help in the healing proccess. Or is it worse, because I have a lot of friends that know whats been going on in my life and all I want to do is talk about it. Understand that they really are patient, but I just wonder if it's therpeutic or if it will make it harder by holding on to something that will probly never change. Just that, knowing that things could change is hard, because I either want it over with or to change. Often times I wish that he would change and come back to me, but I don't want to get hurt. Enough of this whining and back to my life.

For those are a bit like, John Forbes Nash Jr., will understand this entry better.

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Uh huh.