Fuckin' aye...
This is stupid, but I have been waiting for almost two weeks now for Queer As Folk Season Four Disc One at Blockbuster. I had to skip ahead, because I'm so impatient. They had disc two through four, just not one. I rented Maid in Manhattan with my roomie too. I still haven't watched it.
Warning: Topic Change to More BreakUp Shit...
Oh, I got hit on at the Seward Co-op yesterday. My head is getting so big. Question, why does a twenty-something who is pretty attractive, somewhat intelligent, usually nice, has some ambitions, and is a decent listener have no boyfriend? Is it because I am wishy washy? It's been over a month now since I broke up with Joe and I just can't find myself dating someone. But I feel I will overcome my feelings for him, if I do that. I just know it's not a healthy way to recover.
Schools starting in just a month and I'm sure my schedule will retain some momentary distractions, but will it be enough? Plus, why do I feel anything for a jerk that can't have an honest and deep conversation? I really just want to be done with this whole topic and chapter in my life. I hate that when I do meet a goodlooking and nice guy, I wonder if I should. Should I date someone knowing that Joe is only a month behind me? The sad fact is, I could get fucked alot right now, but it would be an empty orgasm and wholly pathetic. The onenight stand idea is great in theory, but completely not me.
I have been fairly good lately, but until I get over this hump, I will continue to vent via LJ.
Warning: Topic Change to More BreakUp Shit...
Oh, I got hit on at the Seward Co-op yesterday. My head is getting so big. Question, why does a twenty-something who is pretty attractive, somewhat intelligent, usually nice, has some ambitions, and is a decent listener have no boyfriend? Is it because I am wishy washy? It's been over a month now since I broke up with Joe and I just can't find myself dating someone. But I feel I will overcome my feelings for him, if I do that. I just know it's not a healthy way to recover.
Schools starting in just a month and I'm sure my schedule will retain some momentary distractions, but will it be enough? Plus, why do I feel anything for a jerk that can't have an honest and deep conversation? I really just want to be done with this whole topic and chapter in my life. I hate that when I do meet a goodlooking and nice guy, I wonder if I should. Should I date someone knowing that Joe is only a month behind me? The sad fact is, I could get fucked alot right now, but it would be an empty orgasm and wholly pathetic. The onenight stand idea is great in theory, but completely not me.
I have been fairly good lately, but until I get over this hump, I will continue to vent via LJ.