+ Untitled: The Union +
Pairing: YooMin, mentioned YunJae, Junsu
Length: One-shot
Summary: All about YooMin.
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Note:
Next will be YunJae part. Wait for me!!! :D
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Yoochun greeted the nurses at the counter with a smile that never faded on his tired face. The nurses who already recognized him gave their smiles back. Once Yoochun entered the room with a name ‘Shim Changmin’, heavy sighs could actually be heard from those nurses. They exchanged a sympathetic smile among themselves.
“He still wait for him” A nurse who currently sitting behind the desk spoke up. She supported her chin using her elbows on the table.
The other nurse who was standing nodded, agreed with the statement given, “It is already 5 months and the guy still not wake up”
“If I meet that kind of guy, I would be so lucky”
“But…who is that patient to him?” The younger nurse asked with her puzzled eyes. But not long after that an ‘Ouch!’ was heard from that corner and a voice which said, ‘Yah! Don’t you see? Of course that patient is his lover, Aish!’
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Of course they did not know that actually, they were former lovers who still had feelings towards each other. You could say like that. Yoochun put a blue rose that he brought just now into the same vase which he put the other previous roses into it. If you really counted the total of the roses that he bought, the number matched the number of days Changmin in there. However as the time passed, the roses, like human too, will die. That was what exactly happened to those roses that Yoochun bought, they wilted.
People might asked, why didn’t Yoochun just buy the plastic one? It would be cheaper and not to forget, it lasted longer. Simple, Yoochun had his own reason. He did not care about the price as long as he got those rare blue roses for his love.
Yoochun took a seat on the same chair that he always sits whenever he came to Changmin’s temporary room. He smiled as he watched Changmin’s calm, peaceful face. He could not find any time where he did not been intrigued by Changmin’s babyish features. Although, this time Changmin’s face slightly pale, he still looked cute in Yoochun’s eyes. He brushed strands of Changmin’s dark black hair from his face.
He stood up and moved closer to Changmin. A second. Yoochun placed a kiss on Changmin’s forehead before he held tightly his former lover’s right hand. He will never let this hand go. That was his promise.
“How are you today, Minnie?” Yoochun said as he carefully caressed Changmin’s hand with love, “I hope you are great. Why do you still sleep, Changmin? It’s already 5 months you sleep. Do you know you missed a lot? But… just take your time, Minnie-ah, I’ll wait for you… but… make sure you wake up after that” Yoochun chuckled.
That was what he did every time he visited Changmin. He would talk to Changmin as if Changmin could hear what he said. Everything that happened to him and his surroundings he would tell Changmin. He never missed one.
Yoochun sighed. Not because of boredom or what, but because of the tiredness that engulfed his body. Since Changmin was hospitalized, he could not get enough sleep. His mind always worried about the young guy. Yesterday, he could only manage to sleep 3 hours. The remaining of the hours, he spent on composing a song for his Changmin. That was the only way for him to release his stress.
It was already 5 months and Changmin still did not give any sign to wake up. Yoochun could not describe fully how he felt when Changmin was first unconscious. They were at the beach that time. The meeting that they never planned. They were just talking like old friends that time and when Changmin for the first time since their break up called him by his nick name, he was taken aback. He could never imagine Changmin would say that again.
He felt very happy and thankful. He seemed to see a light of hope in front him - a hope to get together with Changmin again. When he tried to wake Changmin up from his sleep, Changmin did not ever stir nor reply his call. He was getting nervous at that time but he tried to stay positive and told himself that perhaps Changmin just too tired.
Unfortunately, when he did move a little, Changmin’s unconscious body fell limply on the sand beach. That was the time he realized something was not right and he needed to get Changmin to the hospital as soon as possible. He remembered his tears fell without his consent when he piggybacked Changmin to the emergency room. He knew he could not afford to lose Changmin again. Not when he absolutely sure that his love was still stronger towards Changmin.
He waited so eagerly for the doctors to come out but never once they did. The next thing he knew, he was approached by two men who introduced themselves as Changmin’s friends while one of them who was called Shiwon told him that he was Changmin’s doctor.
He never knew Changmin’s condition was already at his critical level not until Shiwon and Eunhyuk told him.
“We’re sorry, we already persuade him to have operation but he refused to” Shiwon started with a hint of regret in his voice. Eunhyuk was already gone to his office to get all Changmin’s medical records when he was in the States.
Yoochun almost fell when he heard it. Fortunately for him, he was holding on to the chair if not, he was pretty sure he would also be in one of those empty beds.
“How does it happen? Changmin never showed any sign that he suffered from heart failure before this… was it because of something that happened in the States that we did not know?” Yoochun asked. There were too many questions that he intended to ask actually but those questions were actually slipped off from his lips.
Shiwon took a seat as he rubbed his face. Perhaps he was regretted that he did not force Changmin to just take that chance although the percentage for him to alive was not that guaranteed.
“It was already there since he was child. Well, that was what we checked. However, it did not show up, not until Changmin had this sudden heart attack when he was trying to cross the road. He nearly got knocked off by a car if not this one person pulled his to the roadside. But he could not breathe properly and had to rush to the hospital. That was the time; we knew he was already critical. We did not know why he did not realize his illness before this” Shiwon stopped. He always looked at Changmin as his little brother; perhaps because Changmin’s age was almost the same as his brother’s who currently studying in Japan.
“We tried our best to find a suitable donor for him, but failed. When we got one, the other doctors told us the chance for him to survive might not that high. Because his level was critical already, the operation might not be success. That was why he refused to have one. He decided to go back here with his reason, all the people he loves are here, not in there”
“Will he be okay?”
“I hope so”
A crystal tear fell on Yoochun’s cheek without notice as he recalled back those memories. He could still remember the pale Changmin when he was strolled out from the operation theatre. The doctor said that he would not be able to live in a week if there was still no donor. However life was filled with miracle. Changmin was survived even though he was in coma.
“I miss you, Minnie-ah. I really do. When will you wake up?” Yoochun chuckled as he wiped away those tears from his cheek, “I know I told you that I will wait for you no matter how long would it takes, I will keep my words. But Minnie, I’m afraid of any other things. Stupid me! I should not think like that right? Not when you’re fighting with your life” Yoochun held the hand tightly, “I’ll be here when you wake up, I promise you that”
Knock! Knock!
Junsu entered the room. He saw Yoochun by Changmin’s bed. That was a usual image every time he visited Changmin. He saw love in Yoochun. Jealous? He smiled. He would be lying if he says he did not feel jealous. Of course, he was jealous. He envied Changmin because he had someone who loved him so dearly.
No! He did not hate Changmin for his break up with Yoochun. He knew from initial Yoochun loved Changmin. And when he met Changmin at the airport last time, he saw that in Changmin, too. From that moment, he knew they still loved each other and he promised to himself he was going to rejoin back YooMin’s love no matter what it took.
However, life was filled with surprise. He was shocked by news which was brought; of course, by Yunho, that Changmin fell into comma because of his malfunction heart. He rushed to the hospital when he heard it. He saw Jaejoong in Yunho’s arm while Kyunhyun was sitting beside Changmin. They looked very sad. Of course, who would not? After 3 years, they finally met again and then after just a short time, they indirectly lost Changmin again.
He tried to find Yoochun but he was nowhere to be seen. Perhaps, he was trying not to show his weakness to the others. After all, he was Changmin’s former lover, and he had to stay strong.
“How is he doing today?,” asked Junsu as he walked towards the bed. He also brought a bouquet of flower but it was daisy - pink daisies.
Yoochun smiled, warmly. “Like before, but much better”
When his eyes spotted a fresh blue rose in the vase, he beamed. “You brought another blue rose today”
Yoochun chuckled, “Of course, Changmin loves blue rose. I don’t know why he really like that rose. When we dated, I always brought him red rose instead of blue. He would stay serious and pouted at the same time. He said he already told me he likes blue rose so he expected me to give him one and not that red ones”
Junsu could tell Yoochun really missed Changmin. His love for Changmin never decreases, but growing up as the time passed. Maybe, he had learned from it.
“Are Yunho and Jaejoong already come?”
Yoochun shook his head, “They will come later. If I’m not mistaken, they are going to pick Yunho’s parents from the airport”
“They are coming?”
“Yes, they were quite angry to Yunho because he did not allow them to stay here last time. But this time, they are going to stay for a long period…” Yoochun stopped as he took a gaze at sleeping Changmin, “They miss Changmin. Of course, as his parents they would not let Changmin alone”
“He’ll wake up”
Yoochun stared at Junsu. He saw sincerity in Junsu’s eyes, “Yes, he’ll”
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It was cold. Yes, it was cold. Why? Why I could not open my eyes? I really want to. Aish! What was happening to me? I tried to move my body but still, it did not work. I heard someone’s whisper. I could not really catch up what that person said. It was so soft. Or was it just my feelings?
I took another hour to try. This time, I took all my strength to open my eyes. Just a little…yes, a little more. However, when I completely opened them, perhaps that was only my imagination, I was greeted with darkness. What? Where am I?
Now, I tried to move my hand. Yes, my right hand. It was hard. Someone held it tightly. Who could that be? But the warm that radiated from that person’s hand gave me this calm and unexplainable feeling. Weird…
I moved my fingers. Yes! I finally make it! Oh no! Whose voice is that? He called my name. Several times but I could not reply. It seemed like there was this heavy stone in my throat. Perhaps, he was frustrated by my reaction that he stopped calling my name. But what surprised me more was the next moment I felt my forehead was kissed by someone before that person ran, went outside the room. I could still hear his voice which calling for doctor.
“Changmin, Shim Changmin, could you hear me?”
Yes, of course I can hear you. Why I could not hear him? Silly him!
“If you can hear me, can you move your finger?”
Again.
“See, I told you. He wakes up just now” That voice…it was familiar to my ears.
“We know, Mr. Park, we just want to make sure”
Park? Which Park that doctor referred to?
“Changmin-shi, can you open your eyes?”
Yes I can but why is it hard for me to open it? D**n it!
Then, I felt that warmth again on my hand. I felt someone’s breath besides me, on my neck.
“Changmin-ah, please open your eyes. I know you can do it”
It…it was familiar to me. That breath, that warmth, that voice and…those feelings, they were all familiar with me. Who was this person? I really wanted to see him. Please! I can do it!
Yoochun waited patiently. He knew Changmin could pass this line. If he passed, that’s mean he was safe. He was safe from his coma. Changmin…hwaiting! The next minute he saw Changmin’s eyes flicked, and opened. But not long. His heart, it was also praying for Changmin. And when Changmin’s eyes completely opened, trying to adjust the amount of light entering his eyes, he could not hold the happiness that he kept anymore.
Changmin is awake!
Changmin widened his eyes when Yoochun hugged his body. His body felt ached. Perhaps because of long sleep and the tight hug from Yoochun. But Yoochun... Yoochun? The person that he loved was hugging him? Was this all real?
“I miss you Changmin-ah, I miss you so much. Finally…” He heard Yoochun’s whisper. And at a sudden too, he brought his arms up, although it was pretty difficult, and hugged Yoochun back. He could not say anything. His mouth still dry. But he knew, Yoochun knew… he was glad to come back to life from his 5-months coma.
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Changmin looked at his watch that neatly coiled around his wrist. That watch actually was a present from Yoochun when he topped in his class. He could not help from wondering and also worrying about Yoochun who still not here, at the place where they promised to meet.
Alright, they had a date. Why? Simple, the reason was because they were lovers. After one month Changmin discharged from the hospital, Yoochun came to his house. He brought him to their beach and started to talk about something simple, and finally to something serious. Yoochun poured out his feeling and at the end he proposed Changmin to become his lover again. Of course Changmin was speechless at first. He never thought Yoochun would do it. And his answer? He hugged Yoochun. That was enough. Yoochun knew Changmin had accepted his proposal and that made them officially a lover.
Yoochun told him to meet at 2:30 pm, but now it was already 2:40. Where was he? Yoochun never came late. He took out his cell phone from his pocket and presses speed dial 1. Soon, it was connected to the other line.
Kring!
He waited for another beep. One. Two. Three. Fou.. A smile crept up on his face as the beep number 4 came. A smile of relief.
“Where are you? You know you’re already late”
“I’m right behind you”
“Mwuh?” Changmin turned his body around, only to face a smiling Yoochun who held his cell phone on the air. This Yoochun… always… something.
Yoochun smiled faded when he saw Changmin turned his body back and started to walk, leaving him behind. What the heck? Was Changmin angry with him? This could not be. He jogged to match up his level with Changmin.
“Mianhae” He said as he tried to take a look at Changmin who was still with his serious expression. But, that expression never change although he had apologized several time. He had to do something.
At last, he pulled Changmin by his wrist and indirectly made the younger man to face him. He saw pout on that babyish again. He smiled. Changmin never knew his expression just made him more intrigued to him.
“Could you forget me?” He put his puppy face. Still did not work. But when he added his powerful puppy eyes and a cute pout, Changmin’s lips curled slightly upwards. He grinned. Changmin had already forgiven him. Yoochun took Changmin’s hand and entwined their fingers before he brought him to the park. Changmin loved that park, other than their beach.
“Why are you late? I wait for you almost half an hour” Changmin voiced out his thought. He took a look at his lover who was smiling at a sudden. Did his question tickled Yoochun?
“I have to get something from somewhere,” replied Yoochun shortly but not to mention he have his killer’s smile. A smile that made Changmin fell for him.
“And that something is?”
“That something…”
Changmin eyed Yoochun who looking for something in his bag. He raised his eyebrows, filled with puzzlement. What was Yoochun looking for?
“Tadaa!” Yoochun looked cheerfully because of only one reason. He got the thing that he was looking. He smiled at Changmin and stared at him with loves. He must do it today.
“Do you know I love you?”
“Huh?”
“Do you know how much I love you?” Yoochun asked again but in different format.
Changmin nodded. Yoochun always told him that he loved him. Day and night. No matter where, Yoochun would always call or text him just to tell him that he loves him. It made him touched. Perhaps, that was the reason why he fell for Yoochun at the first place. Yoochun was a great lover and romantic too!
“You know Changmin, when you were in coma; I was so lost and afraid too! I’m afraid you will leave me again. Somehow, it made me realized, you’re so important to me. And that time… I decided once I hold your hand, I would never let you go ever again”
Changmin stared at Yoochun, waiting for him to continue. But when Yoochun took out that ‘something’ from his pocket, he went speechless. He did not know how to react. Should he cry or should he jump like an idiot.
“That’s why…I, Park Yoochun, decide to marry you, Shim Changmin” Yoochun beamed and opened the blue small box which contains a pair of ring. Both were just simple rings, but Changmin knew it must cost a lot.
“Jeorang gyeoronae juseyo? (Would you marry me?)”
What? Changmin was really speechless now. He could not think neither speaks. He looked at Yoochun and then at the rings and then back to Yoochun again. Soon, a smile of happiness… no, it was a great happiness, formed on his face.
“Of course, of course I would!” Changmin hugged Yoochun, tightly and yes, he was so happy. “I would like to marry you, Park Yoochun”
Yoochun heaved a relieve sigh. The mum of words between them before this really made him thought that Changmin would reject him. But now, he was really glad. Changmin accepted his proposal! He broke the hug and took Changmin’s left hand before he slipped the ring with a small blue diamond that engraved with ‘YooMin Forever’ into Changmin’s ring finger. Then, it was Changmin’s turn to slip the ring into Yoochun’s.
Yes, it was official now. It was more official.
He looked at Yoochun and knew this was what he was looking for all this time. He moved closer and closer and closer again, completely closed their distance. He wrapped his hand around Yoochun’s neck as their lips met with loves and needs. They did not need any words to tell the words how they felt because their heart already became one. So did, their soul. Changmin and Yoochun, both of them had become one. That was YooMin.
Yes, like what Yoochun had engraved on their rings.
YooMin is forever
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2/12/2008 4:24 PM
Kyunhyun, it’s me Changmin. I know you might be busy or what but you would not believe this! Yoochun proposed me and I just accepted it!! \(^O^)/ I’m so happy and I feel great too!! I can’t believe this is happening. I f you’re here, I would ask you to pinch my cheek to ensure this is not just a dream!!! Man, this is so unbelievable!!!
Kyunhyun, thanks for your advice. I really owe you a lot. Without you, I would never realize my feeling towards Yoochun. Yes, as you said love is a miracle. And now, I do believe it. Love made us break up but because of love too… I woke up from my coma and get together with Yoochun again… Aish! I really love him and now I’m already miss him! gah! (*_*) Hide me somewhere else *giggles*
Alright, alright I know I’m talking a lot of craps now *It is because of Yoochun… miss him :’( * Tomorrow, we’ll meet appa and umma and also Yunho hyung and Jaejoong hyung to tell them about us. Wish us a luck, ara?
Till then,
Ur beloved and cute best friend (^_-)
Shim Changmin @ soon-to-be Park Changmin
*smack me*
P/s:
1) I know why all of you don’t want to tell me my donor is… ;) Don’t worry, I will not ask that anymore because…that donor also has my heart too, right? XOXOXO.
2) I miss you so much!!! *but less than I miss Yoochun :p* Come home soon, Arasso?! Don’t forget, bring me lots and lots of food and also blue roses.
-the End-
[sprinkLez ^ Feb. 12, 08]