Dizzy dancing tango
So, I just checked my bank account balance, and eeeeeek, it is much worse than I thought! I officially am not allowed to spend a penny on myself. Any money spent will go towards Christmas presents or wedding stuff, and then I will just save and save and save.
Yikes. That's the thing though - I just feel bad because I really don't have a lot of money, and I don't want to be stingy about wedding gifts and showers and bachelorette parties. I just WISH I had a real job and could afford to spend a little extra. Plus, I don't want to have my mom pay for everything either, because I feel bad enough that I need all this money for school and braces and this or that. I don't want to have to be a burden on other people. Maybe there will come a day where I will no longer be poor?
Break was really nice, but it was fast and busy busy. I was so happy to see my little cousins though, and super happy that my sister's shower went well - it's good to see hard work pay off. I also got LOTS of compliments on my photography - people asked if that was my PROFESSION. Isn't that cool? Someone apparently asked Jess if I was taking her wedding pictures too. Needless to say I was quite flattered. I would be happy to go into photography!
School is poop as usual. Now is the three week crunch where you really have to bite the bullet and get stuff done. Obviously I don't want to, plus I have a headache and am possibly getting a cold, which I'm trying REALLY hard to fight off before it gets me. But I'm looking forward to this semester being over, enjoying Christmas, and having a nice long month at home. It will be good to have time to think and get organized and RELAX.
At least it's finally Christmas time!!!
Yikes. That's the thing though - I just feel bad because I really don't have a lot of money, and I don't want to be stingy about wedding gifts and showers and bachelorette parties. I just WISH I had a real job and could afford to spend a little extra. Plus, I don't want to have my mom pay for everything either, because I feel bad enough that I need all this money for school and braces and this or that. I don't want to have to be a burden on other people. Maybe there will come a day where I will no longer be poor?
Break was really nice, but it was fast and busy busy. I was so happy to see my little cousins though, and super happy that my sister's shower went well - it's good to see hard work pay off. I also got LOTS of compliments on my photography - people asked if that was my PROFESSION. Isn't that cool? Someone apparently asked Jess if I was taking her wedding pictures too. Needless to say I was quite flattered. I would be happy to go into photography!
School is poop as usual. Now is the three week crunch where you really have to bite the bullet and get stuff done. Obviously I don't want to, plus I have a headache and am possibly getting a cold, which I'm trying REALLY hard to fight off before it gets me. But I'm looking forward to this semester being over, enjoying Christmas, and having a nice long month at home. It will be good to have time to think and get organized and RELAX.
At least it's finally Christmas time!!!