omg i must be totally insane to blog TWICE tonight. but i just wanna revive this stuff a little.
i realize just by hoping onto mel's blog how much i've missed in her life. well i guess i was blinded by god-knows-what. i blogged first about my new found love for BEAST, how they so are gonna rock the world in the near future coz they have the power stages and wonderful 6-men spirit. but i'm gonna admit that i'm also slowly forgetting the very thing that led me into kpop.
i just have to admit i'm so careless to let it slip. it crushes my heart every time i see them on allkpop again. coz it seems to me it's gonna be a bad news all over again. i wished everything will just pop and disappear after a night of good sleep. but no. this is reality. things take time to heal. so do relationships.
its the FIVE we're talking about. not two or three that just flashes past like this. i've been so out of touch for these FIVE that i've been forgetting that very thing that made me fall into them. i guess this is my time lag. but truly speaking, mel's blog and whatever she wrote on it reminded me of my passion that i once had. and i'm pretty sure will go on until they step away.
2009 hasn't been good for me. never. it's also never any better for them. they rocked the stage last year. they fell and now still up till now. i guess i was really touched when i saw Cassiopeia: "just as the thousands were shouting for Jaebeom to come back during DREAM CONCERT 2009, there were also thousands of us, who silently ranted DBSK out loud-in our hearts..." yea. media can forget about them when they've disappeared for a long time, but fans won't. and i promise i won't. :) yes i'm a proud CASSIOPEIA cum BIGEAST. :)
for the many tired of waiting, just listen to their heart-warming songs. u'll find back the very thing that touched you. no matter if this time it meant DBSK or 2PM. never tired of waiting and always keep the faith! :)